My gaze travels up his body until I reach his eyes, the look in them immediately sobering me up. His eyes are hooded and filled with desire and desperation. I’ve never seen this side of Hawke before. It’s terrifying and exhilarating all at once. He wants me as much as I want him. I’m sure of it.
I’m about to do something stupid.
And there’s no turning back from this.
Before I can think twice, I move toward him, and my lips crash into his.
CHAPTER 12
Hawke
Summer’s lips take my breath away but in the best possible way. I wanted this moment, dreamed about it. But never in my life did I imagine it would feel like this.
She presses herself against me as she lets me explore her mouth. She opens for me, meeting my tongue. My hand runs through her hair, stopping at the nape of her neck. I hold her to me, not wanting her to step one foot away.
I’ve never wanted to be stuck on an elevator, but in this moment, all I can think about is how I don’t want these doors to open. I’m afraid if they open, the moment will be ruined, that she’ll pull away and regret wanting me. I know that means I should stop this, but I can’t bring myself to do it.
This is Summer. My Sunshine. I’ve waited my entire life for her. And if this is all I’m going to get, I’m taking it. And if that makes me a selfish asshole, then what the fuck ever.
The elevator finally stops, and the doors slide open. I wait for her to make a move—tear herself away from me, stumble backward, or walk off the elevator. Something. But she doesn’t. It’s like she doesn’t even realize we’re not moving anymore.
I smile against her lips and walk us out the doors, her arms around my neck and her hands sliding through my hair. When we’re off the elevator, I put my hands under her ass and hoist her up, wrapping her legs around my waist. I walk us to our door and fumble in my pocket for the key, all while keeping our lips locked. When the lock signals green, I kick the door open wide and take a few steps inside, the heavy hotel door slamming behind me.
Summer slides down my body and starts tugging at my shirt as soon as her feet are firmly planted on the ground. I help her get it over my head. She studies my bare chest before running her soft hands down my stomach, letting out a little moan. It’s fucking adorable. I want to make a stupid joke about if she likes what she sees, but I’m smart enough to know now is not the time.
“You’re sure?” I ask, hoping to God she doesn’t want to stop.
She looks up at me with hooded eyes. Her hands snake around my waist until she grabs my ass and pulls me closer. “Yes.”
I wrap her hair around my fist and tilt her head back, exposing her neck to me. I latch on to the sensitive part below her ear and suck until she’s moaning my name. My dick grinds into her, wishing like hell we weren’t wearing so many clothes.
My tongue drags up the side of her neck until I’m at her ear. “I’m going to ruin you tonight, Sunshine. And you’re going to like it.”
Her eyes flutter closed, and she moans out, “Please.”
I release her hair and grab the bottom of her tank top to pull it over her head. She watches as I lean down and take one of her nipples into my mouth, hissing when I suck, which only encourages me. I move to the next one and give it the same attention. I kneel in front of her and unbutton her tiny shorts. Looking up, I find those beautiful blue eyes staring at me. My eyes stay glued on hers as I push her shorts and underwear down.
When she’s bare in front of me, I run a finger down her center, coating it with her wetness. “You’re soaked, Sunshine.”
Her cheeks flush, and she gives me a little nod. She’s so damn sexy without even trying.
“I can’t wait another goddamn second to taste you.”
Grabbing her leg, I put it over my shoulder so she’s open for me. I slide my tongue down her slit. She tastes just as sweet as I thought she would.
“Hawke.” Her voice is breathy and laced with desire. She grabs onto my hair, holding me in place between her legs. Like I would ever willingly leave this spot.
“You like that?” I give her another lick, taking her clit into my mouth and sucking.
“Oh god.”
I smile against her pussy. “I’m going to make you come on my tongue. Can you be a good girl and do that for me?”
“Yes,” she whispers.
I waste no time diving back into her pussy. Swirling my tongue around her sensitive spot. Her hands grip my hair tighter, which makes me more eager. I slide a finger into her, and she moans my name, making my cock even harder in my shorts. I’ve had to jack off almost daily in the shower to contain myself around Summer, but this. . . this is what I’ve wanted. What I’ve needed.
I slide a second finger inside her and curl them up to hit that spot I know she needs. Summer cries out. I do it again and again until her body trembles, and I know she’s close. My tongue works her clit harder until her pussy squeezes my fingers, and she comes undone on my tongue with my name on her lips, just like I wanted her to.