Page 6 of Heart Of A Goon II

“What happens every time I try to come over? Your moms get in her feelings… always calling your fucking cousins. They didn’t stop making guns when they made theirs.”

“Then why don’t you handle your shit with them, Rylan?”

He was talking all this shit when he knew he avoided my cousins like the plague.

“You want in on this shit or not?”

He switched the subject as he plucked the needle, and I became nervous. I’ve only ever saw heroine in movies and shows, never up close and personal. My heart rate increased as I watched Rylan continued to take all the steps to have a successful high.

“Is it going to hurt?”

“Is it going to hurt?” He mocked me. “You gave birth, nothing should fucking hurt you.”

“Years ago, Ry.”

He looked between me and the needle. “Inez, you either gonna get high or not. Once I put this bitch into my arms, you can kiss feeling good goodbye because I ain’t gonna be no good.”

Reluctantly, I held my arm out and watched as he slapped my arm and felt around for a vein. Once he found one he was satisfied with, he slid the needle under my skin and I winced, feeling the pinch. It felt like when I had gotten an IV while in labor with Ramelle.

When he pushed down on the needle, and the liquid entered my veins, it burned. Felt like someone was injecting cold juice into my body, as he stared at me, smirking because my eyes started to become heavy.

“Yeah, you feeling that shit… best high of your life, Nez.”

I could hear his voice, but it sounded like he was far away, and not right next to me. He kissed on my neck and started to feel all over my body.

“I feel heavy, Ry,” I moaned out while he sucked on my neck, making his way down to my chest.

“Yeah, ride that shit. Don’t fight against it. I’m gonna fuck you before I take my ride… okay?”

“Uh hmm, don’t get me pregnant again, Ry… pl…please,” I begged him, knowing that the first time we had sex he told me he was gonna get me pregnant.

I thought it was a joke until I had a positive pregnancy test.

“We make cute kids, Nez… give me my daughter. Remember you promised that to me?” He continued to kiss all over me, and the more he spoke, the further his voice sounded away.

My body was slumped on the couch as I felt Rylan pulling my clothes down while making me promise that we would get back together and move in with one another.

“We can feel like this all the time, Nez,” was the last thing I heard before I felt his mouth on my pussy and a small moan escape my lips.

The best high of your life, Nez… I thought as his tongue tasted me.

GOON

The sirens could be heard in the distance, and we were playing it too close.

Capri clued Navy’s family in on what to say, while Ro handed his gun off to Don as he kissed Navy.

“My jet soon as you’re done here, Pooh,” he told her, then looked at her parents. “Y’all, too.”

Ro nodded his head while Avril walked over towards Don, giving him a hug. Not any hug, one of those hugs that you could only get from a mother. I lived for those hugs from my own. Made even the coldest nigga warm.

“Listen to me both of you.”

Avril looked at both Menace and Don. Almost like she was talking to her own sons. Worry was etched in her face, as she looked at them. “You both be careful out there. You have a wife and son, and you have a wedding to finish planning with your fiancée.”

Menace stared her in the eyes, something he hardly ever did. Nodding his head, he agreed with her. “Make sure your parents are on the jet with you, too. I don’t want any family in this city.”

Avril squeezed his arm. “Wheels up soon as we’re finished here. We promise.”