Page 106 of Love Unlimited

Seriously though, he sobered. I do like the part at the end. After sex people get really clingy and cuddly, and their eyes get all hazy and soft. I think I would like that part with you.

Ash considered that for a moment. Did you watch Dustin? You said you’d lay behind him.

Zhong shrugged. That was mostly so I wouldn’t get gooey. Like, I’m not sex-repulsed, and it was interesting watching him jerk off sometimes. But you have to admit that bodily fluids are kind of icky. I didn’t want to get messy.

Ash shook their head, smiling. Bodily fluids were definitely gross out of context. How about his face? Did you watch his face?

No? Daddy thought about it longer. I don’t think I did. I would kiss his shoulder or ear sometimes. He liked that.

That surprises me, Ash said honestly, since that’s where you would have seen all the emotions.

I truly never considered that. Now that I think about it, almost every time I’ve tried having sex I’ve been thinking much more about myself than the other person. I was usually trying to analyze what was going on in my body to see if I felt anything. Or wondering if I was doing something useful for them. But I think with you I’d be concentrating more on your experience, and that would be different. He stroked Ash’s cheek. I just need to know what to tell you to do.

Let me think for a moment, Ash replied. They closed their eyes, trying to filter through everything. It sounded like something that could work. More importantly, it sounded like something that Daddy actively wanted to try for himself, and not just for Ash. Or rather, for Ash because it would be good for him, too.

Ash was also pretty sure that if it didn’t work out, Daddy wouldn’t be hurt. He’d probably give an accurate and analytical update on his experiences and they could try something else or nothing at all.

If it did work out though… Daddy had made a very good point that this was the only thing that Ash was hiding from him. It could lead to another level of intimacy. And it just plain sounded hot.

That just left figuring out how to make it happen. I think I have an idea, they told Daddy.

Yeah? He looked eager. Will you tell me about it? I won’t be disappointed if it doesn’t work.

Ash took a moment to cup Daddy’s cheeks, enjoying the rough stubble as they leaned forward for a kiss. Then they pulled back to share a look that communicated all of their love and affection and desire. I want you to watch my eyes.

Daddy’s own eyes widened, already starting to match Ash’s passion. Ash could get lost in those dark eyes.

You don’t want me to touch you?

Ash shook their head. I wouldn’t stop you. But I’ve noticed that every time you talk about intimacy and attraction, you describe people’s eyes. That’s important for you.

Really? I never noticed that.

Yep. Every time.

I like watching your eyes now, Daddy told them. I can see everything that you’re feeling. It’s… powerful.

Good. Ash wanted it to be. They just sat there, looking at Daddy, trying to tell him about all of the longing and care and want that swirled inside them with just their expression.

Daddy blinked. That’s… that’s really beautiful. You’re beautiful.

Ash let the moment swell between them. It was a little strange just looking at someone so long, but it was absolutely captivating. Daddy was gorgeous, with his black hair framing his face, and his midnight eyes alight with the wonder and love that matched Ash’s own.

Do you want to do this now? Daddy asked, just a hint of motions at his chest, catching Ash’s peripheral vision.

Ash hadn’t meant to do anything more than demonstrate. But if Daddy was offering… Do you?

Touch yourself, he commanded, eyes devouring them.

Ash felt a shiver down their spine. This was much more intense than they’d anticipated. It was like falling into a pool of water and getting pulled under, but they didn’t want to come up for air.

Slowly, Ash ran their fingers along their own belly, letting the sensations rock through them. It was nothing like a normal touch would be. The light, feathery stroke was at Daddy’s command, and for Daddy’s pleasure, even if he wasn’t touching them. They ran their fingers back the other way, trying to put all of that sensation into their eyes.

Daddy was entranced. He squeezed their thighs, not caressing or distracting them, just being there and being close.

Ash ran their hand farther up, teasing along their belly and tracing just below the edge of one nipple. It felt good. Marvelous. Like being on display and also under Daddy’s control.

Ash circled their nipple and finally pinched it, drawing in a gasp. Daddy inhaled with them, lips parted.