He was getting dizzy. Red spots blossomed behind his eyelids.
Everything was hazy and warm and perfect, and suddenly Mateo was spurting everywhere, ecstasy washing through him and over him.
Austin held him as he pulled in greedy breaths, still swimming in pleasure. Because somehow he could breathe again and Austin was on the floor with him. And he was shaking and coming and pressing so hard into Austin’s firm chest that maybe they would never be parted.
“Daddy,” he heard himself sob.
That was the second time he’d said it. And he couldn’t bring himself to care.
Not when he felt so good.
“Beautiful baby.”
Austin stroked down his back, holding him close.
15
Austin
Austin woke up with a heavy arm across his chest and soft, warm body pressed against his back.
Mateo.
A lazy grin spread over his face. He hadn’t meant to fall asleep in Mateo’s bed, but somehow he had.
He’d bundled the cum-drunk boy into the shower, given them both a quick wash, and then toweled them dry. Mateo had clung to him, so he’d climbed into the bed, intending to watch over him as he rested.
Apparently he’d taken a short nap, too.
The bright light of day was still streaming through the windows, red behind Austin’s eyelids, but he had no idea what time it was.
Mateo’s deep, even breath on the back of his neck suggested he was still asleep. Maybe Austin could steal a few more minutes luxuriating in his embrace.
They’d fallen asleep with Mateo snuggled against his chest, but they’d shifted somehow, and now he was the little spoon.
He didn’t mind either position. And their bodies fit together so well this way. Mateo was a cuddly marshmallow, his thick muscles hidden under a delicious layer of softness.
It was a shame they both had to leave today.
Mateo to his closeted life with his close-knit family, and Austin to a world that already felt gray and bleak by comparison.
He let out a sigh. Would they see each other again?
And did he want to?
One part of him immediately said yes. He’d started this trip feeling cold and hopeless, and ended it with a delightful play partner who’d made him feel things that he hadn’t felt in over two years.
But he didn’t want to mistake a few good scenes for being ready to start a new relationship. He knew he wasn’t. Not even close.
It almost felt like the past few days had been a dream, completely disconnected from his daily life. The lethargy and distance that kept sucking him down felt like it could return at any moment.
And Mateo? He was young. And so very new to kink. He needed to explore. Try out some different Doms and understand their styles. No matter how much they’d enjoyed this little escape together, the boy would also need to learn to separate the intimacy of kink from something more.
And when Mateo found someone… it should be someone who could devote himself to him totally. A Daddy Dom who wanted to dote on him and put him first in everything.
Not someone still trapped in the past. Not someone who spent his vacations in front of a computer screen.
Mateo stirred, making adorable sleepy sounds. Austin smiled when he cuddled even closer.