Her laughter was there again. Filling up the room, and his mind, and his soul. He was probably going to miss hearing that the most when she was gone.
Breathless.
So sweet.
It only lasted long enough for him to pull her in for another kiss, and then she was riding him the way he liked. Fast, and wild. Fingernails digging into his shoulders, and her tongue warring with his. He got to swallow every one of her pretty little sounds while she took what she wanted, and fucked them both to oblivion.
What a fucking way to spend a wedding.
Naz didn’t linger on those thoughts for long because something else was taking up space in his mind. Like the way Roz was shaking, how her hands tightened on him, and how her sounds came out a little higher.
His balls tightened, and heat shot up his spine.
Fuck.
The second she came, he was right there, too.
“Holy Christ,” he mumbled into Roz’s neck.
Yeah, there was definitely a special place in hell with his name stamped on the door for this. Naz was going there with a smile on his face. He didn’t even care.
Then, he had another thought.
“No fucking condom, Roz,” he muttered.
He felt her small shrug. “It’s okay. I have the shot done.”
“Still.”
Mistakes happened.
He didn’t think a baby would be good for either of them right now, but especially not her. It wasn’t like having a little one would do anything but hold her back when she was trying to rise higher. He never wanted to hold her back. Not in that way, or any other way.
Roz straightened on his lap, and her fingertips ghosted over his face with a soft touch. “Sometimes, I want to stay right here with you.”
Naz smiled. “And sometimes you wanna go, right?”
“Yeah.”
“You’re going to go,” he told her, “and you’re going to be amazing. You’re going to do the thing you want to do more than anything because I don’t ever want you to wonder what might have been if you didn’t take the chance.”
“But what about—”
“We’ll figure it out. Because it’s just a moment in time. That’s all it’s going to be. And then there’ll be another moment. A different one. There’ll be a moment just like this one today, except you’ll be wearing a white dress, and I’ll be at the other end waiting for you. But in between, we’ll just have to figure it out, okay?”
Roz nodded. “Yeah, okay.”
“I love you, Roz.”
“With my whole heart, Naz.”
He was about to drag her in for another kiss, but a knock on the door stopped him. And a voice …
“If you two are just about fucking done in there,” Luca grumbled, “people are waiting.”
Well, shit.
Naz figured … story of his life. He just had a whole new chapter now with Roz. And they were just getting started.