Page 11 of Dose

“Better than adequate, then.” She gives me a small, practiced smile. “Kessler speaks well of your V-series work. Elegant chemistry.”

Elegant. V-117 makes a nine-year-old stop asking where their mother went. I built the side chain that lets it cross the blood-brain barrier faster.

“Thank you, Doctor.”

“Walk with me. I’ll show you the facility before you settle in. I find specialists work better when they understand the whole organism, not just their own cell.”

The corridors are wider than Site Nine’s, painted a green that someone once believed was calming. Fluorescent tubes hum overhead. The staff we pass keep their eyes forward and their shoulders tight. I know that posture because I’ve worn it my whole life. It belongs to people who know the cameras never sleep. A man in a lab coat steps aside for Korte without being asked, pressing his back to the wall like she carries a current.

“Security has been elevated,” Korte says. “You were briefed on the reason?”

“Former assets. Hostile interest in the facility.”

“Former assets.” She repeats it like the phrase tastes sour. “A sanitized term for a sanitation problem. The program had a purge cycle years ago. It was incomplete. Several subjects from the early cohorts survived their decommissioning and have spent the intervening years making themselves inconvenient.” She turns a corner. “One of them was mine.”

“Yours, Doctor?”

“C-08. A chemistry aptitude, like you, though the methods of his era were less refined. He identified compounds by taste and symptom before he could write in cursive.” There is pride in her voice. Not affection. Pride of ownership. “Remarkable material. Wasted, in the end, on sentiment.”

I keep my face still. Kessler has tested that skill for years—formal evaluations, annual loyalty assessments, and the thousand small traps they salt into ordinary days.

“And you believe he’s coming here,” I say.

“I believe in preparation. You’re part of it. Your protocols are cleaner than ours, your analytical methods newer. If someone tampers with our stockpile, I want it detected within hours, not weeks.” She stops at a set of double doors and badges through. “The dormitory wing. We’ll pass through it. Don’t engage with the subjects.”

The doors open, and I see them.

A line of children moves down the corridor toward us, single file, smallest in front. They wear identical gray clothing, soft-soled shoes that make almost no sound. The oldest looks eleven. The youngest is maybe six, and she walks with her eyes fixed on the heels of the boy ahead of her, arms straight at her sides. When the line passes us, every head turns away from Korte in the same rehearsed motion, faces to the wall, a wave of small bodies presenting the backs of their skulls.

They’ve been taught not to look at her.

Six years old, and she already knows that looking is dangerous.

Behind my sternum, the fist knocks. It hasn’t stopped since Kessler gave me this assignment, a pressure I have no procedure for, and it knocks now, hard, twice, like it knows where we are.

I catalog instead. Cataloging is safe. Forty-one subjects on site, per the briefing. The twelve in front of me show standard sedation levels, probably V-90 or a local variant. Dosing looks consistent. No tremor in the hands, which means the tapering protocols are current. The girl at the front has a healing abrasion above her left ear. The boy behind her breathes through his mouth. Chemical data. Bodies as data. I can read the dose-response patterns before I can let myself see the children. I hate how easy that is.

“You’ll notice their discipline,” Korte says, watching the line recede. “We achieve better compliance optimization here than the newer sites. Kessler’s generation relies too heavily on chemistry. Chemistry fades. Properly installed behavior does not.”

Properly installed. Like the children are drywall.

“The subjects seem stable,” I say.

“They are exactly as stable as I require them to be.” She resumes walking. “Your predecessor asked too many questions about methodology. He’s no longer with the program. I mention this as context, not warning. Kessler assures me you understand the difference between an audit and an inquiry.”

“I audit chemistry, Doctor. Methodology is above my classification.”

“Precisely why I requested you.”

She approves of me. The most feared chemist of the early program looks at me and sees a well-made instrument. The worst part is that she isn’t entirely wrong.

No one had to restrain me or drug me onto the plane. I had a window seat. I could scream now, and the guards would stop me, but they aren’t what keeps me quiet. That work was done years ago, inside my skull. I don’t know what would remain if I tore it out.

I hate Korte. I hate Kessler, the review board, the purge cycles, and the fences that only care about one direction. And still I stock their shelves. My compounds are in the veins of the children who just filed past me with their faces turned to the wall. Hating the program has never stopped my hands. I don’t know if that makes me trapped or guilty.

The laboratory Korte gives me is on the second sublevel, and it’s good. I’ll say that for her. A newer HPLC system than Site Nine’s, a mass spectrometer I’ve only read about, fume hoods with actual airflow certification stickers dated this year. The stockpile room adjoins through a windowed door: rows of climate-controlled cabinets holding the drugs that keep this facility running.

“Full inventory access,” Korte says, placing a keycard on the bench. “Log everything. I want a complete verification of the stockpile against records, purity analysis on all active compounds, and hardened synthesis protocols for the six agents on this list.” A folder joins the keycard. “Your quarters are on this level. Meals are delivered. I find specialists lose less time that way.”