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“Last chance, Little Rabbit,” I say as I stroke up and down her slit, coating the handle in her arousal.

I watch as she bites her lip. She’s hesitant but not because she’s afraid of what I could do…She’s afraid of the fact that she wants this. Her pale skin is flushed, her breathing is rapid, her nipples are tight, and she’s soaked. There’s no denying my little rabbit has a dark side like me, but I want to hear her say it.

“If you want me to stop, say the word,” I say, giving her one last chance.

“No.”

Her word is finite.

She wants this just as badly as I do. I place my left hand on her inner hip keeping her legs spread wide. With the other, I slowly let the tip of the handle slip inside. Her gasp is caught in her throat as I press forward another half an inch, just past the first finger groove.

“Oh God, Noah. Don’t stop.”

CHAPTER 69

WILLOW

Blindfolded.

Restrained.

Vulnerable.

Completely at his mercy, yet I’ve never felt safer in my entire life.

“Don’t stop.” My voice is needy and unrecognizable at this point.

“Breathe, Willow,” he whispers.

His fingers dig into my hip as he continues to push the handle of the knife deeper. The sensation is overwhelming. Every nerve in my body is screaming at the same time.

Stop. Don’t stop. More. Less. Over and over, my mind is racing.

This shouldn’t be happening. I shouldn’t like this. I shouldn’t be getting off on this. But some twisted part of me is loving every fucking second. There’s always been a part of me that’s enjoyed the pain. The darkness that’s stayed quiet all this time.

Any time I’ve been with someone in the past, the darkness would creep up, but I’d quickly shove it back down, too afraid to let anyone see the real me.

I try to push my hips forward to take it deeper, but he won’t let me. He’s fully in control, and I love it.

“Noah, please,” I whimper when he presses his thumb into the sensitive spot on my inner thigh.

I can feel the pressure building. My eyes are pinched shut behind the blindfold as sparks flit across my vision. I want to come, but something inside is screaming not to. To not let anyone see just how fucked up I am. I can feel the tears stinging my eyes as I clench my body trying to hold it all in.

“Just let go, Willow. Accept it.”

“I…can’t.”

“You can. I’m here, Little Rabbit. I’ll always be here.”

“I…Fuck, Noah.”

“That’s it,” he says slowly as he pulls the handle almost completely out letting me feel each ridge as it slips out of me before pushing it back inside.

His slow thrusts are causing the edge of the handle to stroke along a spot that’s making my body arch, but his firm grip on my hip is keeping me in place. The thrusts start to speed up causing my control to slip. I can’t hold it in any longer.

“Come for me, Little Rabbit. I want to taste you on my blade forever.”

His words send me spiraling over the edge. He’s dark and twisted…Just like me.