I growled and lowered my eyes away from hers to take in those full, round breasts and her hard pink nipples even as I pushed her pants and panties from her hips. She lifted for them to pass behind her butt, and as she did, her pelvis brushed against the tip of my dick.
I nearly lost it right then, slamming my mouth back to hers and drinking from her like I’d never get enough, but I was pretty sure I wouldn’t. Daphne gasped under the force of my kisses, sliding her tongue into my mouth and kissing me back the exact same way.
With both of us now naked, the soft heat of her skin was driving me nuts, and I broke away from the kiss to press my lips to her eyes, her cheeks, and her chin. I moved down lower, peppering her throat with kisses next and sliding down the length of her body to give the rest of her the same treatment.
Soft moans and sighs from her filled the air, and my cock pulsed at the sound of them. I needed her so bad it literally hurt, and yet, I wasn’t about to rush this. To me, this wasn’t about fucking her.
It was about proving to her that I cared and how much. It was about us finally being together while knowing how long we’d both been wanting this. More than anything, it was about convincing her to just give me a fucking chance.
There was so much for me to figure out and I didn’t have the brain power to come up with any answers right then, but I just needed a chance. As I spread her thighs apart and breathed her in, my lips pressing kisses to the insides of both of her legs, my heart was as desperate as my dick.
I’d never felt anything like it.
Licking through her folds, I wasn’t interested in teasing her tonight. I sucked her clit into my mouth, drawing circles around the hard little bud with my tongue, and I pressed a finger into her slick channel. Her hips came off the bed, her body taut, and I kept going.
With her fingers in my hair and her moans in my ears, I almost came apart with her. Then her sweet release filled my mouth, my name a soft sigh falling from her lips. God, I really will never get enough of this.
Her body vibrated against me as the orgasm overtook her, but almost as soon as it was over, she reached for me. Wrapping her hands around my shoulders, she urged me up and I went willingly, so close to exploding that I felt the first frisson of pleasure as soon as she pressed her lips to my own.
“Fuck, Daph. I’m not going to last.”
“Don’t,” she commanded, speaking quietly against my lips. She reached for the nightstand. Both of us had stocked up with condoms after that first time, but I took the package from her to roll it on my myself, scared that I was going to lose it if her fingers so much as brushed against me. “Why are you shaking?”
I blinked at her as I covered myself, getting into position with my tip against her entrance. “What do you mean?”
“I mean, you’re shaking. Like shivering.” She wrapped her legs around my hips and her arms around my neck, pressing her lips to mine and hanging onto me like she was hoping that completely surrounding me with her would bring me some kind of comfort.
I thrust into her, not really knowing why I was shivering, but I had a few guesses. Her body welcomed me home with soft, slick heat and fluttering muscles, and I groaned, kissing her hard as my hips fell into a steady rhythm. I lost all sense of self.
There was only her. This. Now.
I felt her spasming around me, and fireworks shot down my spine. I didn’t even try to stop it. She’d wanted me to let go and I did, shooting my release deep inside and seriously wishing there hadn’t been a condom between us.
I wanted it all with her. The life. The marriage. The babies. I screwed my eyes shut as I came and kept coming, moaning into her mouth as she followed me over the edge.
It took me a few minutes after before I even became aware enough again to know that I was still breathing, and I pulled back to look at her, even the elbow I was propped up on kind of numb.
“We’ll figure it out, Daph,” I promised on a breathless whisper. “Together, you and I are going to figure it all out.”
I meant it too, and as she fell asleep in my arms a little while later, I realized that tomorrow was the start of a whole new chapter for me. For the first time in a long time, it was really one I could hardly fucking wait to get started on.