I reached the top step. “Nine months of planning, actually. A lot of thinking and reflecting.”
He stilled. “Nine months?”
“Turns out timing wasn’t our problem last year. Fear was.” I started down the wide hall. “I was afraid of failing again. You were afraid of holding me back.”
“And now?”
“Now I have my own business.” I reached for his hand and led him into the master bedroom where I had set up some LED candles and spread a blanket on the floor.
He glanced behind me. “Did you set this up?”
“I did.”
“You went into tonight with a mission in mind,” he said.
“I did.”
“Why now?”
“You have your brother back,” I said, pushing his jacket off his shoulders. “I’ve grown. I’ve got my footing. I don’t have one foot out the door. I stayed because I wanted to stay for me.”
I jerked his shirt from his pants and started to unbutton it.
“And you’re not going anywhere?”
I popped the last button, pushing the fabric aside to reveal the hard planes of his chest. “I’m staying. Before, I was afraid of failure. But now the only thing I’m afraid of is wasting another second without you.”
Dean’s hands found my waist, pulling me flush against him. “Portia—”
“I learned something this year,” I whispered, looping my fingers through his belt loops. “How to go after what I want.” I rose onto my toes, my lips brushing his jaw. “So here’s my offer, Dean Jackson. Take it or leave it.” I nipped his earlobe. “I want you. I want us.”
His growl sent shivers down my spine as he spun me, pinning me against the wall. “No takebacks.”
Then his mouth was on mine, hot and demanding.