I'd expected prison. Maybe a public flogging if the magistrate wanted to make an example of me. Death, even, if Lord Morvath decided one less thieving human would improve his property values. Instead, I'd found myself seated at his table, negotiating terms like I had any power in the situation.
"Employment," he'd called it. As if I'd answered some posting in the town square rather than been caught red-handed stealing from his trees.
The berry in my hand bursts between my fingers, red juice staining my palm like blood. I wipe it absently on my skirt, adding another mark to the collection of stains that document my daily labors.
What had I truly traded that night? My freedom, certainly—though that's a luxury I'd never really possessed. My pride? That had been battered long before I scaled his wall. My body and hands, as I'd told myself then, but even that feels insufficient now.
The children have flourished here in ways I never dared imagine. Lysa no longer wakes crying from hunger pains. Tobin runs through the corridors with energy born of proper nutrition rather than desperate restlessness. And Bran—my serious, worried Bran—actually smiled yesterday when I told him Master Ramin would be teaching him here at the manor instead of having to go to school.
They sleep in warm beds with clean linens. They eat three meals a day without counting every morsel. They learn to read and write from books that cost more than we used to see in a month. Everything I'd dreamed of giving them, everything I'd failed to provide through years of scraping and stealing, he delivered with a few casual orders to his household.
But what about me?
I shift to reach a cluster of berries near the garden's edge, my movements watched by four sets of eyes—the guards' professional assessment and something else entirely. Something that makes my skin prickle with awareness even when I can't see him.
Lord Zerion observes me. Not the way men in town used to look—calculating my worth for a night's work or measuring my desperation for exploitation. His attention feels different. Heavier. Like he's solving some puzzle I don't even know exists.
The basket fills slowly as my mind picks apart every interaction we've had. His questions about my siblings, delivered with clinical precision. The way he'd dismissed Captain Draven's concerns about housing humans. The purse of coins for clothing, presented as a practical necessity rather than charity. Even today's conversation—his absolute refusal to explain his decisions while simultaneously ensuring my safety.
I straighten, pressing my hand to the small of my back where the morning's scribing has left an ache. The sun has moved considerably since I began this task, and the guards have shifted positions twice to maintain their discrete surveillance.
None of it makes sense. I'm nobody—a human thief with three hungry siblings and a reputation for trouble. Yet he treats my presence here as something permanent, something worth protecting. The way he disregarded Lady Selmyra's visit, the careful neutrality in his voice when he mentioned the town's "uglier mood"—there are currents running beneath the surface that I can't read.
I know the value of things. I've had to. Every scrap of food, every copper coin, every favor traded or debt incurred—I learned early to calculate worth and cost with ruthless precision. But I can't calculate this. Can't determine what he gains from keeping us here, what return he expects on his investment in our welfare.
And that terrifies me more than any threat ever could.
12
ZERION
The afternoon sun slants through my office windows, casting geometric shadows across the ledgers spread before me. I've been reviewing the estate's quarterly accounts, but the numbers blur together as my mind keeps drifting to the conversation in the garden. Kessara's defiant tone when she mentioned Lady Selmyra still echoes in my thoughts, along with the way her eyes had flashed when she called herself my whore.
The familiar sound of Halvren's measured footsteps approaches my door, followed by his customary knock—three precise raps that have announced his presence for the better part of three decades.
"Enter."
Halvren steps inside carrying the weekly mail delivery, a stack of correspondence bound with ribbon that represents the outside world's persistent attempts to intrude upon my carefully maintained isolation. His expression carries that particular gravity he reserves for matters requiring delicate handling.
"The post has arrived, my lord." He sets the bundle on my desk with deliberate care. "Along with some additional information you may find... illuminating."
I slice through the ribbon with my letter opener, spreading the correspondence across the polished wood surface. Bills from merchants, reports from my factor in the capital, invitations to social gatherings I have no intention of attending—the usual detritus of noble obligation.
"What information?"
Halvren clasps his hands behind his back, adopting the stance he's held countless times when delivering news he knows will displease me. "Lady Selmyra has been quite active since her visit here. My contacts in town report she's been corresponding extensively with neighboring houses."
I select a letter bearing the Ashworth seal, running my thumb along the expensive parchment. "Has she."
"The substance of these communications appears to center on Miss Kessara's presence in your household." Halvren's voice carries the careful neutrality he employs when discussing topics that might provoke my temper. "Specifically, Lady Selmyra has suggested that the young woman has somehow... influenced your judgment."
The letter opener stills in my hand. I set it down with deliberate precision, my gaze lifting to meet Halvren's steady brown eyes.
"Influenced my judgment."
"The exact phrasing, according to my sources, was that a desperate human woman had 'ensnared' you through methods best left unspoken in polite company."
I lean back against my chair, fingers drumming once against the armrest. Lady Selmyra's machinations surprise me less than they should—I'd anticipated some form of retaliation after her unsuccessful visit. But the crude nature of her approach demonstrates a concerning lack of subtlety.