Page 112 of Fame & Rhythm

I open my eyes and look into his as I catch my breath. “I’m good, just need a moment,” I say, and he furrows his brows.

“Do you want me to stop?”

“No way.” I lean up to kiss him, and I feel his body relax, and I kiss him vigorously.

He slowly pulls back and then moves in again, and it still hurts, but nowhere near like what his first thrust did.

He groans, and I run my fingers through his hair as he kisses me passionately. I feel his eyes on me, so I open mine and look straight into his. They’re glistening, with a bright sparkle. The blue is mesmerizing, and I get lost looking into them. He moves out and in again, and this time the pain is almost gone, and the pleasure is starting to take its place. My heart is racing, and my skin is tingling so much that every touch from him feels like the first time—a very exciting first time.

I close my eyes and start to move my hips with him. He’s moving very slowly, and I think that’s because he doesn’t want to hurt me, but right now, all I feel is amazing. My insides are pulsating, and the feeling of being joined with him in every way is heightening the pleasure for me. I want to be like this forever. He starts moving a little faster, and he’s breathing so fast I think he might hyperventilate.

“Oh God, Annie,” he says and breaks our kiss, moving his face down into the crook of my neck and shoulder. He continues to move as he trails feather-light kisses along my jaw.

I clench my eyes tight while the overwhelming feeling inside of me makes me feel like I’m bathing in a bright light. I feel like I’m shining light from every pore, if that is even possible. This is a feeling I’ve never experienced in my life, and I know, right here and now, that I only want to share it with Aston for as long as I live. The connection I feel to him right now is out-of-this-world good, and I never knew it could feel so… outstanding, amazing, undeniably mesmerizing.

I begin to pant, and my breathing is erratic. “Aston,” I moan his name, and he kisses back up to my lips as he continues to move inside me.

I feel so good, I’m tingling in places I never knew existed, and a warm sensation flows over my body. Aston starts moving faster, and he seems a little clumsier, but it is still amazing.

“Fuck, I’m so close,” he says, and I move my lips back to his and kiss him frantically as we both move in unison. I don’t think I’m going to orgasm, but it still feels great. I don’t even care, as long as I get to keep doing this with him, the world will be a great place. He pushes faster now, striving for his climax, and I try to move with him, but we seem to be out of sync with each other, but it still feels good anyway.

He starts to groan, and his breathing quickens. I know he’s close and I want to make this great for him, so I move with him as best I can.

“Oh, Annie,” he says and groans again. “You feel so good,” he says, then pushes harder. The tingles are getting more pronounced throughout my body. I’m working up a sweat, and I’m starting to breathe rushed as well.

“Oh, fuck!” He groans and then pushes his lips to mine forcefully, his tongue dances with mine hard as he moans into my mouth. A surge of electricity flows through me, and my whole body feels like it has pins and needles. He thrusts so deeply inside me that it makes me gasp, and he moans my name as he pauses and his whole body clenches. His eyes are scrunched tight, and he stops breathing.

I think he’s coming.

I run my hands all over his back and then up into his hair, forcing his lips back to mine. He exhales and kisses me back softly and leisurely as his whole body relaxes and rests on mine. I love that I just did this with him, that we did it together for the first time, and that it was… breathtaking.

He slowly lifts his head from mine and opens his eyes. “Are you okay?”

“I’m more than okay, I’m on cloud fucking nine because of you,” I say, and he chuckles, resting his forehead on mine as his breathing slows.

“I’m sorry I didn’t make you orgasm,” he says, and I chuckle.

“Aston, I didn’t need to. It felt incredible. I loved it, and can’t wait to do it again with you,” I say, and he smiles.

“Did it hurt?” he asks, gently stroking my cheek.

I swallow. I don’t want to lie to him. “Not really, maybe at first, but then it felt so good, I’m still basking in the glow of it,” I say, and he smirks.

“The glow?” he asks, and I giggle to myself.

“Just when you were making love to me, I felt like I was glowing. Weird, I know.” I pause for a moment, catching my breath. “Aston.”

“Yeah?”

“Thank you, that was worth the wait.”

He smiles and kisses my lips quickly. “We better get dressed before we get caught,” he says, and I nod. He slowly pulls out of me, and I gasp at the feeling.

“You okay?” he asks, and I nod.

“Yep, just a weird feeling is all,” I say, and he leans in, kissing the tip of my nose.

He stands up and takes off the used condom, tying a knot in the end. He looks around the room while I lie here, still basking in my glow. He walks over to the wastepaper basket, places the condom in it, and then walks back over to me. He puts his hand out, and I take it and sit up.