Page 37 of Secret Dynasty

Spencer stilled as if waiting for my answer. I was on the cusp of having them both, but was that what I wanted? Could I handle it? Shouldn’t I feel ashamed? But even as I considered his questions and my own, I couldn’t deny how I felt.

Alive.

Powerful.

Electrified.

I wasn’t giving my body to them. I was taking theirs. I was the one in charge. I had total control over everything that happened between the three of us. It was up to me to decide how much I could take, and I wanted more.

“Yes,” I said, looking Holden directly in the eye. “I want to know what you both feel like inside me.”

“Thank God,” Spencer said, sliding his finger in and out once more. “I need to fuck you.”

Holden tensed beneath me, the shift in his mood nearly imperceptible. I leaned to kiss him, lingering longer than I should before he broke away. The mattress dipped as Spencer joined us.

“Put your arms around my neck,” Holden murmured, and I did as he suggested. I buried my face into his shoulder as he rolled us onto our sides. I looked up with surprise at the change in position, and he explained, “It’s easier this way the first time.”

Holden slid a hand down and urged my leg up over his hips before he drove his cock back to its root. Hard flesh pressed against my back as Spencer molded his body against mine. His hand moved down to my ass, his fingers more slippery than before, and I realized he was getting me ready. Then it disappeared, and I felt the hard tip of his cock nudge against me.

“Nice and slow,” Spencer promised and kissed my shoulder.

I nodded to no one in particular. My teeth found my lower lip as I braced myself. Spencer shifted and pushed in an inch.

“Ouch!” I yelped as my body protested the intrusion. I whimpered. This time from pain, not pleasure. “It hurts.”

“Give it a second,” Holden said in a low voice, “or tell us to stop.”

I swallowed. “Don’t stop.”

“That’s my girl,” Spencer chuckled behind me. “She knows that we’re going to make her feel good. Now relax a little.”

That was easier to say than to do with two brutally perfect men breaching my body. Holden kissed my forehead, and I felt some of my tension ease.

“That’s right.” There was approval in Spencer’s voice, and I felt his shaft slide in further. “Nearly there. You’re doing so well. Isn’t she?”

“Perfect,” Holden murmured, but his eyes told a different story. They’d grown savage as my own body calmed, as if the storm had moved on to him.

Spencer grunted as he pushed the rest of the way in, and I gasped. It was agony. It felt as if I might split in two. Part of me wished I would. Then I would never have to choose between them. I wouldn’t have to pretend. I wouldn’t have to be the perfect wife, in love with the wrong man. But there was only so much I had to give. Even now, I felt stretched too far.

There was something else, though. I was full. They had filled me in a way only this moment could. I’d hoped for a way to unite them and heal their relationship. Now I knew that I was the key all along. I was the bridge that joined them. I understood now why they did this—why they took women to bed together. But this was different. I sensed it. The bridge we’d built had to burn. We all knew that.

“Come back,” Holden whispered. “Be here.”

The storm in his eyes had died, wiped away by a fire I’d never seen before. It ignited inside me, turning my core molten as I lay full of them.

“You’re so fucking tight,” Spencer groaned. “How does it feel?”

I closed my eyes and lost myself to the sensations crowding me. I felt like I might explode. I felt pulled and anchored. I ached in terrible but wonderful pain. I let a moan slip from me. “So good.”

“We’re going to fuck you now.” Spencer’s warning carried a dark edge that made me tremble.

“Carefully,” Holden ordered, and I knew he was talking to his brother, not me.

And then they began to move.

I’d never known pleasure until that moment. There was no moment of absence as they thrust. One drove into me while the other retreated. The cycle was endless. Pleasure replaced pleasure, and every few seconds, they’d meet in glorious union. I tightened around them, my nerves humming until there was nothing but ecstasy. It seeped through my body in an unrelenting deluge. There was no time to crash down before another wave swelled within me.

In their arms, I was rewritten into something primal and raw. There was nothing else but this. I didn’t need anything else. I only wanted the moment to last forever as I rode the endless pleasure.