Page 101 of Knot What I Expected

“I also have four grandchildren.”

“I know.”

“And Matteo practically lives over here already.”

“I know.”

“He'll be fine.”

I look past her. Matteo is kneeling beside his new friend, brushing fake dirt away from a plastic dinosaur bone.

Laughing.

Happy.

Safe.

My eyes sting.

“I know.”

Mrs. Donnelly squeezes my fingers.

“And if he isn't, I'll call you.”

“Promise?”

“Promise.”

I nod.

“Okay.”

“Now go to work.”

“I’m going.”

I don't move.

“Gabby.”

“Right. Going.”

“Mommy!”

Matteo comes racing back. My heart leaps.

“Changed your mind?”

He throws his arms around my waist.

“No. I forgot a hug.”

Oh. Fuck me.

I crouch and squeeze him tight. Probably too tight.

“Have fun.”