She looks through the sheet again, clicking through several cells to make sure it holds. Then she leans back and studies me.
“You’re really smart,” she says.
I look at her. The compliment lands strangely. Not bad. Just weird because I thought she was mad.
“Really?” I ask.
She hears the question inside the question and immediately rolls her eyes. “Don’t be dumb.”
I laugh.
She says, “I’m just a little surprised.”
I look at her. “Thanks.”
“No, listen.” She shifts toward me, smiling now. “You walk around saying ‘yeah’ to everything and acting like you have four thoughts a day.”
“I have more than four thoughts a day,” I chuckle.
“You do?”
I nod. “Yes.”
“Name five.”
I laugh. “You’re annoying.”
“That’s not a thought.”
“It is currently.”
She smiles into her screen. “If that’s what you’re thinking, I don’t want to hear anymore.”
I open my laptop again.
I’m still smiling too.
I don’t know why that particular compliment sticks when people have been calling me smart my whole life. Professors say it. Coaches have said it. My mom says it every time I fix something on her phone.
Maybe it was the surprise with a spreadsheet. Probably not flattering.
I go back to my reading.
We work for almost an hour.
Not together.
Mostly.
Gianna finishes the spreadsheet and moves on to something for her event class. I make it through the Novak reading and start typing notes. Every few minutes, one of us says something small. She asks whether stakeholder alignment is a phrase real people use, or something professors invented to make emails longer.
I tell her real people use it, which makes her hate it more.
I ask why she has six different tabs open for the same project.
She tells me they are all different.
They are not.