Page 112 of Possessive Mafia Bodyguard

Despite her horrific background, Hope was the woman who embraced every other victim in the refuge. She was the one who encouraged them to never give up hope. To believe that there was always better to come.

I sit down on the bed, tears welling in my eyes at the memories. And immediately jump up again, afraid to crease the dress before the asshole villain of the story decides to show his face.

Where the hell is he?

What’s so important that he can’t even come here and introduce himself?

Or is he hiding because I know who he is?

Fuck! I start pacing again, my thoughts scurrying about inside my head and tossing out random names. Andy was American, I think. The spiky-haired witch could potentially be Russian or Eastern European, but it doesn’t automatically mean that the boss is Russian too. Is it someone my father knows? Or my brother Daniel. Or Mel.

Xander?

My breath hitches in my throat, while my heart is trying to run the 400-meter sprint faster than Gabby Thomas. No, Xander won’t be behind this, not if he wants Mel to stay in his life. My sister would skin him alive if anything happened to me.

Seamus then? I’ve deliberately ignored any correspondence regarding my marriage to Seamus which, I’ll hold my hands up now that I’m stuck in a basement without an escape route, was probably a silly move. But hey, I was just a gal enjoying her final moments of freedom before she walked into the execution chamber. Okay, I’m being melodramatic, but I’m not going to beat myself up over it.

So, maybe Seamus and this potentially Russian asshole are at war. Maybe he’s holding me captive until Seamus backs down. Or offers him a reward.

Would Seamus pay to get me back though? I stop pacing and replay our nonexistent relationship in my head. Which takes about thirty seconds give or take a second or two either way.

I should’ve told Mel about the arranged marriage.

It hits me like a shopping cart at full speed that my sister would’ve been my only ally in the whole marriage-to-the-Irish-mob thing, and I didn’t tell her because my father made me promise not to. But promises can be broken, right?

Mel would never have let this happen. She’d have fought father all the way to keep me out of the family business like we’d always talked about. Then, I wouldn’t have been on the plane, and I sure as shit wouldn’t be stuck in someone’s basement wearing a dress that looked like it belonged on a runway.

“What the fuck am I even doing?” I mutter under my breath.

I reach behind me, unzip the dress, and shrug it over my shoulders. “I’m not being dressed up like a doll for some crazy-eyed Russian fucker who can’t even be bothered to come and see me himself.”

I toss the dress onto the floor, pull on my jeans and hoodie, and flop backwards onto the bed, staring at the ceiling. He doesn’t get to tell me what to do. He might control the witch, but he doesn’t control me. No none does.

But the dress is burning a hole in my brain from its crumpled heap on the floor, so I sit forward, pick it up, and smooth out the creases. If he wants me to wear it, he can ask nicely. Still, I fold it neatly and leave it on the end of the bed because it’s what my mom would’ve done.

I lose all track of time. You don’t realize how badly you crave daylight until it is gone, and then it’s like your body is straining to get outside, to soak up the sunshine, and fill your lungs with fresh air.

I lie down and close my eyes. I sit up and stare at the stupid curtains hiding the stupid brick wall. I walk back and forth, back and forth, counting my steps in Serbian to keep up with learning the language widely used in Montenegro, and getting the numbers muddled inside my head. Then, on my hands and knees, I crawl around the floor trying to find something that I can use as a weapon against him if I don’t die of boredom before he gets here.

There’s nothing. I don’t know how many people the asshole keeps imprisoned down here, but he seems to have gone to great lengths to make sure they can’t hurt him. “Coward.” My father always said you can’t trust a coward.

On my back on the floor, I slide my head under the bed and try to unscrew the legs, but it’s not that kind of bed. I feel the underside of the frame, but it’s solid. In the bathroom, I try to break the pipe leading from the toilet cistern to the ceiling, but without something heavy to use, it’s impossible.

I wash my hands again. Stare at my face in the mirror again. Unfold the white dress, and fold it back up again.

I know what he’s doing. He’s trying to wear me down by keeping me waiting. He thinks that he can come in here and find me a quivering mess who will beg for her life.

“Think again, asshole.”

I eventually fall asleep and dream of smashing the unknown asshole’s face with the pipe from his own toilet cistern while yelling at the top of my lungs, “No one puts baby Gianna in a corner!”

“Wakey, wakey.”

I’m roused from slumber by something cold and hard tracing my sore jawline. Suddenly alert, I scramble back against the headboard, clutching the comforter to my chin to find the wicked witch of the west grinning at me with her dagger in her hand.

Fuck! That’s the second time she’s gotten into the room without me hearing her. What is wrong with me?

“Where’s the pakhan?” My gaze slides to the door as if I might find him standing there watching me in my sleep. Which would be even more psychotic than the crazy woman with a teardrop tattooed underneath her eye.