“We're having sex.” He grins and comes over to the bed, leaning in to kiss me.
“Actually... I have an idea... if you want to do it,” I say shyly.
“What's that?” he asks, but slips his finger in my nightie strap and slips it off my shoulder.
“We can try anal,” I whisper the last word quietly. His head shoots up to mine and his eyes go wide.
“I fucking love you.”
Axe smashes his lips to mine, making me fall back against the pillows with his force. He climbs on top of me and hastily pulls off my nightie and removes my panties. He pulls his lips from mine and kisses down my neck, paying a lot of attention to my mark before sucking against the skin of my breasts. He looks up at me.
“Are you sure?” His voice is breathless.
I lean over and grab the lube and hand it to him. He bites his lip as he stares at it but then he lays it on the bed, leans up and takes off his clothes. He gives me one last steamy kiss.
“Turn around for me,” he murmurs, making the nerves rise in my belly. I turn on my stomach and feel Axe straddle me. “I've never done this so let me know if it hurts for you.”
“Okay,” I whisper.
When Axe guides his length between my cheeks and teases my ass I feel the cold lube. My breath is shaky and my knuckles are already turning white from clutching the bed sheets in anticipation.
“Are you ready?” he asks, his voice deep with desire.
“Yes.”
I feel him slowly push in. He keeps sliding in, my eyes clenching shut. When he stops I let out a choked breath. Oh my God. The intensity is... just too much to explain. He softly pulls out and goes back in, rolling his hips against me over and over. His slow thrusts aren't even causing moans to escape from me. I'm just a silent, breathless mess. Axe is breathing heavily. I wonder how this feels for him. Naturally, he is a rough creature yet to be this gentle must be torture for him. It doesn't last long. He curses loudly and then drops down beside me. I look at him, seeing the fire in his eyes.
“Axe,” I call and he turns his head to look at me.
“Are you okay?” His eyes are returning to their colour.
“Yes.”
“Did you like it?” he asks, his expression hopeful.
“I didn't come if that's what you're asking but it was... wild.” I chuckle breathily.
Axe pulls me against his chest and I rest my head on him. His hand goes up to my hair, and he massages my head, making my eyes roll back in bliss.
“As amazing as that was, I still want regular sex, Elora.”
“I know. I also know I'm just being anxious about it for no reason. It's just weird; a baby came out and now sex just seems like a nerve-wracking thought.”
“I can't believe you let me fuck your ass.” He chuckles, his chest vibrating against my face.
“It's not that surprising, is it?” I ask.
“Yes. If I ever even suggested anal to Alina, she would have gone ballistic.”
“I guess I'm weird then,” I joke.
“No complaints here,” Axe says, making us both chuckle.
Chapter Eighty-Three
Look how long his hair is getting,” I tell Axe as I run my fingers through Cash's locks.
“I'm more amazed at how good my little man looks in a suit. He'll definitely be a looker for the ladies one day.” Axe grins as he does Cash's tie.