Page 12 of Curvy Sold Mate

He didn’t respond to that, which was the response—the careful nothing he offered in place of the conversation neither of them was equipped to have. He held the door for her because his manners ran deeper than his capacity for emotional negotiation. She walked through it because the alternative was standing in a cold stone room for the rest of the evening. She refused to be dramatic about this, even privately.

The quarters were larger than she’d expected. A sitting room with a fireplace already lit, bookshelves along two walls, a desk beneath the window. The bedroom beyond—she could see the edge of it through a half-open door—held a bed wide enough that two people could sleep in it without touching, which she suspected had been the criterion.

Her boxes sat against the wall. Three of them, neatly stacked, with her handwriting on the labels. The same boxes she’d brought to the compound months ago, repacked now by someone else’s hands. She’d lived here long enough to accumulate things—a hairbrush, a notebook, a pair of boots she’d worn through on border walks—and seeing them stacked and relocated made her throat tighten with a fury she couldn’t aim at anyone useful.

Viktor moved through the space slowly. He opened a window, adjusted the lamp, set a glass of water on the table beside the armchair as though running through a protocol he’d rehearsed. Then he took a stack of reports from the desk, sat in the chair by the fire, and began to read.

That was all. No speech, no acknowledgment that the room they were standing in had changed shape in the last hour, no indication that the space between the fireplace and the bedroom door was now shared territory. Viktor gave her distance as though he was trying to reassure her.

Olivia unpacked. Slowly, with the methodical focus she brought to every task that kept her hands busy and her mind from running calculations she hadn’t authorized. She hung clothes in the half of the wardrobe he’d cleared—his shirts on the left, a row of dark fabric in identical cuts, because of course Viktor Hale owned nine versions of the same shirt.

She closed the wardrobe harder than she meant to.

In the sitting room, Viktor turned a page. She could hear him breathing. The firelight caught the line of his forearm where his sleeve was rolled, the tendon and muscle visible beneath skin. She hated that she noticed, hated the low pull beneath her navel that the noticing produced, hated most of all that her next thought was a comparison, automatic and vicious—the width of his wrist against hers, the flat plane of his stomach when he’d reached for the window latch, the way he occupied his own body without apology, without adjustment, without the constant private negotiation she’d been conducting with hers since she was fourteen.

She knew better. She’d built an entire life on knowing better—on being sharper, louder, more strategic than the voice that measured her worth in inches and angles. She’d dismantled a ritual that reduced women to prizes. She’d written the framework that was supposed to make the choosing fair.

She showered. Changed into a shirt that covered her thighs. Climbed into bed and lay flat on her back, staring at the ceiling with her hands folded on her.

She was aware of the bond’s pull in the hollow of her chest—Viktor on the other side of the wall, still reading, his presence a low electric current she couldn’t switch off. He would sleep in the sitting room tonight. Just like she knew his patrol schedules and every line of his face: involuntarily, with a thoroughness she resented.

She closed her eyes, allowing the reality to wash over her. The kidnapping. The shard. The ceremony with no flowers. Viktor’s face, empty as a cleared desk, while he’d said the binding words.

But beneath the inventory, older than all of it, the wound she’d bricked over at eighteen throbbed against its casing.

A hallway outside Kahn’s study. Evening light through the window, warm, golden, the kind of light that made ordinary things look as though they mattered. She’d been brave—recklessly, stupidly brave, the courage of a girl who’d spent three years watching a man and convincing herself she’d read the signs right.

This can’t happen.

Three words. He’d given her three, and she’d carried them for eight years, turning them over until the edges wore smooth, examining them from every angle for the meaning he hadn’t offered. She’d settled on the one that hurt most, because she was eighteen and her body was already the body she had now, and the simplest explanation for a man pulling away was the one pressed against him.

She knew it wasn’t fair. She knew, rationally, in the daylight, with her armor on, that Viktor had stopped for reasons that had nothing to do with the width of her hips or the softness of her stomach. Age, loyalty, his code.

Knowing didn’t reach the place where the wound lived. It never had. She could paper over it, build on top of it, construct a woman so capable and sharp that the girl underneath disappeared from view—but the girl was still there, lying in the dark, pressing her fingers to her mouth and remembering the five seconds when he’d kissed her back.

The fire in the sitting room crackled and resettled. Viktor’s breathing held its rhythm on the other side of the wall.

She turned onto her side and faced away from the door, unable to fall asleep for a long time.

Chapter 8 - Viktor

The first morning, Viktor woke at four-thirty because he always woke at four-thirty, and for three seconds, the room was wrong.

The wrongness was subtle—a presence on the other side of the wall, registered through the bond as warmth and slow breathing, and the knowledge that the presence was permanent. His wife, sleeping twelve feet away in a bed wide enough for two people who did not intend to touch.

He stood, dressed in the dark, and left without making coffee.

He ran the perimeter instead. Five miles through cold forest, the ground still dark with frost, his breath visible in the grey air. Running was the closest his body came to operating without his supervision—a rhythm that required no decision, just the honest exchange between effort and distance.

Except the wolf kept pulling northeast. Toward the compound, toward the quarters, toward her, and every time Viktor corrected the trajectory, it resisted stubbornly.

He finished the run, showered in the barracks, and went to Kahn’s study at six to review the overnight patrol reports. Patrol reports were legible, predictable, and they responded to analysis in ways that required nothing of him beyond competence.

Kahn glanced up when he entered. “You look like you slept on a rock.”

“Chair.”

“Better or worse?”