He touched it lightly. The seal was unbroken.
It had not been there when he left.
Bennet’s pulse stirred. He looked towards the door, half expecting movement in the hall, but the latch was still down. The outer stair remained silent. Someone had entered while he stood before the Vice-Chancellor.
He glanced again at the table—the ordered line of letters, the new one waiting at the end.
He sat. The candle flame guttered, and in its brief flare the wax of the unknown letter caught the light, dull and old gold.
He broke the seal. Two other messages lay enclosed. He set them aside to read the cover. It smelt faintly of tobacco and citrus oil—Fitzwilliam’s old habit.
Bennet,
Having lost your future here, we have thought it prudent to secure you one elsewhere. You will find enclosed two papers—the first, from your father; the second, the commission which attests to your new rank.
Your passage and uniform allowance are arranged. Darcy has placed a modest credit in your name at Coutts, which you may draw upon when required.
Present yourself to Horse Guards within the fortnight.
There are debts between gentlemen which cannot be entered in a ledger. Let this stand, imperfectly, against what Darcy and I owe you.
Fitzwilliam
The strokes were unmistakable—Fitzwilliam’s hand, confident and lean.
He turned to the enclosures—a folded letter in his father’s seal, and another, heavier sheet stamped with an unfamiliar crest. The parchment was thick, the ribbon crisp, official. He set the commission aside.
For a long moment he studied the Bennet crest impressed in dark wax—a quill laid before an apple branch, the family’s old emblem of steadiness and thought. The seal had cracked across the quill’s point.
He remembered the earlier letter: the one that had spoken of reflection and restraint. He had obeyed neither. He broke the seal.
Thomas,
The news of your conduct has reached me. I will not disguise the sorrow it has caused. The name you bear obliges you to honour, and though you have failed it, discipline may yet preserve what remains.
Your friends appear to have more faith in your amendment than others. Make their confidence just.
When the requisite time has passed, you will be welcome again beneath Longbourn’s roof.
R. Bennet
He read it again, hearing not the words but the cadence—the perfect balance of reproach and grammar, the measured length of every clause. It was as if his father’s discipline could be laid upon the page as easily as upon a son. No affection, no plea for understanding—only structure, duty, and an expectation so deeply ingrained that it required no justification.
He laid the letter down beside Fitzwilliam’s.
He looked at the second enclosure—the heavy document that waited like a third verdict. The seal was unbroken, the ribbon drawn taut. He hesitated, then slid a finger beneath the fold. The parchment released a faint scent of wax and linen.
Commission appointing Thomas Robert Bennet, gentleman, to the rank of Lieutenant in His Majesty’s Regular Establishment.
He stared at the name. Lieutenant Bennet. The words looked foreign, as if another man bore them on his sleeve.
The title carried no triumph.
He folded the commission, aligning its corners with care, and placed it between the two letters.
Chapter 5
Glenbride Castle, Berwickshire, Monday, January 21, 1782