My phone buzzes. Every fucking person in the room stops. I pull it out. Ally.
Ally: morning
My entire body loosens by maybe half an inch.
morning baby
Ally: dad is being weird
weird how
The dots appear. Disappear. Appear again.
Ally: keeps checking his phone
I look at Arthur. “She’s awake.”
Dad leans toward me. “Everything okay?”
“Roman’s acting weird.”
Arthur’s expression sharpens. “What kind of weird?”
“Checking his phone.”
Xander looks at the clock. “Waiting for Victor?”
My phone buzzes again.
Ally: mom made pancakes
Ally: i think she’s trying to feed me my feelings
Despite everything, I smile.
eat them
Ally: bossy
Ally: i don’t want to go today
The smile disappears. Dad sees it. “What?”
I don’t answer immediately. I stare at those six words. Not Victor is gross. Not this is annoying. Not one of her jokes. I don’t want to go today.
I know.
you don’t have to pretend with me
The dots appear. Disappear. Come back.
Ally: i’m scared
Something cold settles under my ribs. I don’t think.
I know. I’m right here.
Ally: i know