Page 76 of The Slayer Seduction

I fall apart at the same moment his release coats my hand and forearm. Something like that would usually seem unsatisfying and possibly even gross before, but not at all with him. I like that I made him come, that there’s evidence of it between us.

He softens in my hand and I let go, using the towel to clean myself off. The Slayer, however, does not remove his fingers.

I clear my throat and he shakes his head.

“Could I…I wish to sleep with my fingers inside you,” he asks softly. I wasn’t even sure his voice could go that soft.

“Okay,” I answer back, nearly as a whisper as we adjust our bodies so that the Slayer is wrapped around me. He doesn’t remove his fingers and I think there’s no way I could possibly ever sleep like this. It’s not something I’ve ever done before. But his possessive touch, warm kisses on my shoulder, all if it lulls me into a dreamless, blissful sleep.

I blink open my eyes; the Slayer is no longer beside me and it’s then I realize I’ve slept for twelve hours.

“Holy shit,” I murmur to myself.

That’s the best sleep I’ve gotten in years and it’s probably because an ancient vampire slayer who’s possessed a very attractive man slept with his fingers inside me all night.

I’m not going to overthink this. Not anymore. There’s no point in lying to myself.

He’s my mate and, like Violet told me before, there’s no running from the person fate has given you.

I get cleaned up and head into the kitchen. I’m shocked when there’s coffee and two bagel sandwiches on the table.

“Where did you get these?” I ask and the Slayer shrugs.

“Don’t worry. I let Adam handle it.”

I hum in my throat and sit at the table. “You let Adam help?”

“Yes. I’ve learned he’s actually not as pathetic and annoying as I originally thought.”

I give the Slayer an unamused look, but he shrugs, sitting across from me, taking a huge bite into his breakfast bagel. I take a sip of my coffee, humming around the warmth.

“I mean, how else would I know how to service your cunt so well if it weren’t for Adam?”

I nearly spit out my coffee.

“Where did you learn that word? And wait. Adam helped you last night?” I’m not sure why, but the thought of it all has my cheeks heating.

Does that mean I was with two men at the same time last night? Goddess, this is all so confusing.

“Adam told me but I can’t decide which word I like better. They’re both so pretty.” The Slayer sighs and maybe rolls his eyes. “Adam says that last night was good for him, too.”

“May I speak to him?”

The Slayer doesn’t look thrilled at my request, but for the first time, he doesn’t give me any shit. In a moment, his eyes go back to the warm, soft ones of Adam as he looks at me sheepishly. There’s a rosy tint to his cheeks as he looks at me.

Suddenly I feel shy now that it’s Adam I’m talking to. The Slayer is obvious about his attraction and loving everything last night. What if Adam’s feelings aren’t the same? I know he’s attracted to me, but I don’t want him to feel like we have to be together because he’s trapped with the Slayer.

“I’m sorry if you didn’t know I was there or didn’t want me there,” he says.

I reach out, instinctually, and grab his hand, lightly squeezing his fingers in mine.

“I like that you were there.” The words are damn near a whisper coming out of my mouth, but it does the trick as he smirks back at me. “Could you…” Great. How the fuck do I ask this question?

Luckily, Adam takes pity on me, understanding what I’m about to ask.

“The Slayer controlled the body, but I could feel everything as if I was there. He didn’t know what to do, and I talked him through it.”

Those words have me sitting up a little straighter, crossing my legs a little tighter. Who the hell are these men turning me into? I’m not someone who gets turned on, not really. Sure, every now and then I’d get the itch and touch myself. I even tried a few one-night stands, but it never did anything for me. I never said it out loud, but I had mostly considered myself asexual. I wasn’t repulsed by sex, but I never had a true attraction to anyone and I never craved intimacy. Now here I am wet and excited by the thought of both the Slayer and Adam having received and given me pleasure last night.