Me: A few times.
Jasper: A few?
Me: Maybe.
His next response came quickly.
Jasper: Now I know something’s wrong.
I stared at it too long before forcing my attention back to the road.
Me: Why?
Jasper: Because normally you’d make me work harder for that answer.
Tears blurred the lights ahead of me.
It shouldn’t have surprised me anymore. Jasper noticed things, even tiny ones. A shorter answer. A missing joke. Some change in the way I normally sparred with him that almost anyone else would’ve ignored.
Me: I’m just tired.
Jasper: Fiona.
I pressed my lips together.
Me: Jasper.
Jasper: What happened?
By the time I pulled into Granny’s driveway, my breathing had gone shallow again. I put the car in park but didn’t turn it off. The headlights washed over the garage door while I sat gripping the wheel.
Me: Nothing.
Jasper: Those little one-word answers might work on everybody else.
Me: I’m okay.
Jasper: Didn’t ask if you were okay. Asked what happened.
I closed my eyes.
The man’s face appeared immediately. His smile when I tried to step around him. The gun visible at his waistband only after Frank arrived and the stranger finally turned away.
My stomach rolled.
Me: Frank handled it.
The phone rang and I jumped at the sound, then stared at Jasper’s name on the screen. His contact picture showed him laughing at something I had said the day I took it, completely unaware I had my camera aimed at him.
For a second, my thumb hovered over decline.
I answered instead.
“What the fuck did Frank have to handle?”
His voice wasn’t demanding. If anything, the quiet certainty behind it was worse. Jasper had already figured out I was going to tell him. He was simply waiting for me to get there.
“It really is over.”