“Gonna knock your ass up with another one of my babies. I wanna watch you get round with my baby and let everyone be jealous that you are mine and I am yours.” She moans and her pussy clenches around my fingers again as I push my release back inside of her. “You like that don’t you baby. You like the thought of having more of my babies.”
“Mhmm” She moans.
“Good, we are going to have a fucking house full of them. More little babies that are half you and half me. Now be a good girl and clean up my cock. Let me see that ring on your finger that shows the world you’re mine.”
She turns herself around and cups my shaft with her left hand and moves it up and down a couple of times before she brings her mouth to the tip of my cock. I already feel myself getting ready for another round. I move my hand in her hair as I watch her move her mouth up and down on me, taking all of us inside her mouth.
“Do you like the taste of what we make together?”
She moans against my cock and he twitches already hardening again.
I yank her hair and force her to look up at me.
“ You ready for round two?”
She nods her head frantically as I pull her mouth off of my dick and pull her legs so that she is laying flat on her back. I don’t give her any time again to get her bearings before I am slamming my way back inside of her. Back fucking home. In her tight and warm pussy. I bury my face in her neck as I pound into her. Letting her moans push me forward. Then as I am slamming into her she cums so fucking hard screaming out my name. I slam my mouth on hers to swallow the rest of her moans before I find my release shortly after.
I lay on top of her, supporting myself so I am not putting all of my weight on her.
“Fuck, baby. It feels so good to be back inside your pussy again.” I roll my hips and pull out only to push back in again earning myself a beautiful fucking moan. I get on my elbows and look down at her. “I love you, you know that. You are everything I needed and so much more.”
She brings her hands up and cups my cheeks, “I love you too. Thank you for letting me into your world.” Then she pulls me down for a kiss.
With that kiss deepening, I begin to move myself slowly in and out of her and we make love there under that tree.
Chapter Thirty-Seven
Rage
We are lying on the blankets and under the tree after the time we have spent together. Rose is on my chest and her breathing has evened out so I know she is asleep. Every day for the last six months I have thought about how crazy it is that we are here. How I can’t believe this wonderful woman gave me a second chance. To some this all might seem crazy and fast, but we were doing whatever it was we were doing for almost two years before shit hit the fan. Yes, our relationship started out physical and really lacked any type of emotional intimacy, but these last six months we have gotten to know each other in a way I never thought was possible for me.
We have become a family.
I had a lot of work to do to prove to her that I was not going to pull away when I got too scared and when I got uncomfortable with the emotions I was feeling. Truthfully, after I thought I lost her for good any uncomfortable feelings I had with my emotions towards her went out the fucking window. I got a glimpse of what life would be like without her in it and I didn’t want that for myself. Despite me thinking that my life was everything it was supposed to be within the club, I knew deep down that I was missing something. That I hid behind walls and didn’t really allow for any type of relationships that got too deep.
She helped me fucking see that. She helped me see that I was living half a fucking life. After she told me in the hospital that she would give me a chance, I made it my fucking mission to prove to her that I could be what she needed. That I wanted to be better for not only her, but myself and our kids. Mason might not be hers biologically, but she does not treat him any different than she treats Reid. Their relationship has grown so much in the last six months.
She taught him how to ride horses on the new fucking horse she bought him, Atlas. Mason loves living here on all this property and has talked about how he can’t wait to help Rose turn it into the business that she wants to. My life has become so different than I ever thought or even fucking imagined and I owe it all to this beautiful woman in my arms.
Not long after things settled down and we got Rose back home, Brynley, Sutton and Abby asked her if she was fine with them moving into the cabins she had built towards the business portion of her property. Rose made it clear that she wants her girls working with her on this business and she is waiting patiently for Abby to be done with veterinary school so that she can be Rose’s primary vet. I still had not earned the right to live in the same house as Rose after they moved out. So I spent time proving to her that I was working on bettering myself.
Some of that included having a conversation with my family, sitting down and telling them everything. It was hard, but it was something we needed to do.
The memory hits me hard as I look up at the clouds above us.
Pulling up into dad and Liz’s driveway I notice that Trev, Cooper, and Knox’s bikes are in the drive. It was what I expected when I got in touch with everyone and told them I wanted to have a family meeting. That there were things I wanted to be open and honest with them about. I did tell dad that the little ones probably shouldn’t be hanging out in the room with us as we talked about it. I think that was when he knew it was more serious than anything else.
Before I even make it to the door, I hear a car pulling up in the drive and I turn to look and see it’s Rose. She gets out of the car and walks over to me. I immediately pull her into my arms and look down at her.
“What are you doing here? Where’s Reid and Mason?”
“Reid is with the girls and Mason went over to Sophie and Lash’s. I wanted to be here for you. I know this is going to be hard and I want to give you that support. We decided that we would give this a try and I want to do what a good girlfriend would do.”
“Thank you, so much. You have no idea how much this means to me. Especially after everything I have done to you.”
She puts her hand over my mouth.
“Stop. You have apologized for what you said. You explained why you had the reactions to our relationship that you did and you know that it doesn’t give you an excuse. We are moving forward. We are learning who the other person is without the physical aspect and working more with emotional intimacy. Even though you're a big bad biker and all this is new for you. I love that you are trying for me.”