His hand.
His voice.
Dark.
Pressure at my wrists when I forget.
Nothing else.
Every time sensation builds enough that my brain starts lunging forward—
Is he going to—
He stops.
At first it's infuriating.
Then something changes.
Because eventually I realize there is no point guessing.
Ronan will do what he does when he does it.
I can't make it come faster.
Can't chase.
Can't help.
Can't plan.
My body starts loosening.
“Better,” he murmurs.
I nod.
He keeps stroking me slowly, but the fingers on his other hand drift between my legs.
I tense as they glide down behind my balls and almost rim me.
“Color?”
“Green.”
“Do you want me to touch you here?”
A different kind of heat rolls through me. “Yes.”
His hands leave me for just a few breaths, and then I feel the cold of the lube and gasp.
His fingers start working me open.
Nothing surprising.
Nothing I haven't done before.
Slow pressure.