“You know how to do this now,” I tell her, stepping closer. “Your body knows what happens when you stop fighting for control and give it to me.”
Her fingers grip the ties.
“You’ll show me…” I watch her shiver at the words “... again and again.”
I smile because she’s learning faster than I expected.
Or maybe this was already there, and I’m simply giving it language.
Moving closer, I test again, my voice low. “Show me.”
Another shudder.
Fuck.
“You’re going to give me another one before I put my hands on you.”
“Ronan—”
“I know.”
I bring my mouth close to her ear, still denying myself the contact I want almost as badly as she does.
“I know exactly what you’re asking for, what you need.” I can see the tiny hairs at her temple move from my breath. “And I’m still saying no.”
Her frustrated sound almost makes me laugh.
Almost.
Instead, I lower my voice another fraction.
“Listen to me.”
She goes very still—even her breathing slows.
I talk her to the edge again.
Slowly and patiently.
The first climax could have been circumstance. Anticipation. Novelty.
I am almost positive I can do it again, but I want to know.
I remind her of everything I’ve promised. Everything she imagined while she couldn’t see me. I tell her what I see when I look at her now—every tremor, every caught breath, every tiny betrayal of how badly she wants what I’m withholding.
Whenever she starts chasing it, I make her slow down.
“No chasing,” I rasp.
Whenever she thinks she’s losing it, I bring her back.
My voice becomes the only thing in the room.
Then, finally, I give her permission. The words low and right against her skin.
“Show me.”
And she does.