Her words reminded me of why Wolf didn’t want me to touch him either. I was about to tell her she didn’t have to pay any more debts to me. “Fire—” My head flew back as her mouth engulfed me. “Shit!” Her warmth had blood abandoning the rest of my body as it all rushed to my dick. Her head bobbed in my blurry vision as I tried to reach out to stop this moment, the one I knew she was hating.
As soon as my hand grazed her hair, she popped her mouth free and screamed! “I said, don’t touch me!” Then she turned her mouth to the side and chomped down on my inner thigh.
My skin pinched under her tiny teeth. “Fuck! Okay! Okay!”
She looked positively evil as she stared at me while crawling into my lap. “I’m not going to fuck you with anything in this room but me.” Her cunt slammed down on my erection.
My upper body pushed back against the chair, so twisted between horror and pleasure. “Fire, let me—” Another smack hit my face, this time on my other cheek. My head jerked to my left. I let it lay there. “I shouldn’t have done what I did to you—” I hissed as teeth sunk into my neck, her hips savagely riding me the whole time. I didn’t resist. I only continued to think of Wolf and something he had told me. Holding still as she attacked me, I quietly said, “I’m sorry.”
Such powerful words… when you mean them.
I did mean them, even when my hair was suddenly in her grasp and yanked with all her might. She stared me down, holding me hostage by pain and her glare. “You don’t have the right to apologize to me.”
We were both panting. We were both lost, but Crash taught me something wise.
So, I refused to let her fall.
I whispered, “I’m sorry for that, too.”
Her eyes began to fill with tears as she tightened her grip on my hair and growled, “No.”
“Fire… You never deserved all I did to you.”
“You. Killed. My. Brother.”
I had done so many things wrong to this young woman I had started to lose track.
My eyes closed.
“No!” she screamed, pulling on my hair to be sure I heard her. “You fucking coward—”
Wolf.
“—are to look at me. See my fucking anguish.”
I opened my eyes and saw death, dread, hopelessness… and a soul worth saving. And to do that, I had to admit my wrongs, finally see them, and change. “I do.”
She opened her mouth and screamed so loud, in my face, I think I heard her vocal cords tear and bleed. I didn’t move. I accepted every second of her rage and need to vent.
My bedroom door swung open. It was Kirill and Adrian with the food I’d ordered to tempt Fire. They both grabbed their chests and recoiled when Fire twisted her upper body and let out another earthshattering scream, toward them this time.
Not wanting to startle the distraught woman on my lap, I didn’t move, only shook my head at them. “I’m okay. Leave.”
Her body had pushed my flaccid penis from her cunt as she spun back around to see me. Her raw throat scratched as she sneered, “You are far from okay.”
“You are correct.”
A tray was set on the ground and the door shut.
Whack! She struck my face. “You murdered my boyfriend!”
“I’m sorry.”
Whack!She struck my chest. “You took me from Link!”
“I had no right to do so.”
Spit hit my face as she hollered in it. “You had no riiiiiiiiiiiight!” Breathless, her chest heaved. She took a moment to examine us both before a horrified expression took hold, and with an excruciatingly quiet voice, she whispered, “Oh, God… Look what you’ve turned me into.” Tears poured from magical eyes, which were now beyond haunted with too many painful memories for her to bear. She pulled a shaky hand to her gaping mouth. “I had you misuse another life to save my own.” Her eyes closed as if in immense pain. “What has happened to me?” She shook as her every movement seemed to cause raw torment. “I… I can’t do this anymore. Make it end. Oh, God… Please, make it end.” Then her head fell back, as if she were talking to the heavens. But I knew she was asking me. “Please, let it all end. I’m so tired.” Her head dropped forward and rested against mine before she whispered, “Please, kill me, like you killed Timothy and Crash.”