Her face falls, but there’s still a hint of a smile at the pet name. She’s too old for it. Another few years and she’ll be something like a woman. I find it hard to imagine.
“Before I go,” I say, “I need you to tell me everything that’s been happening. I rely on you to keep an eye on things, you know.”
That’s all it takes to get her smiling again. She sits across from me and launches into a story about the cook’s dog getting into trouble. I listen and make encouraging noises, and just watch her. Remember this, I tell myself, over and over. Save this, for when you need it.
“Isoka,” she chides. “You’re not listening.”
“Sorry.” I shake my head. “What happened to the dog?”
“Old Mirk only has three teeth left, poor thing. Last month Narzo said he wasn’t good for anything and wanted to put him down, but I wouldn’t let him. You can’t get rid of someone just because they aren’t useful anymore.”
“That was very kind of you.”
Her face clouded. “He died anyway, though. Last week. Tutor says that’s the way of nature and I shouldn’t be sad about it, but I cried anyway.”
My sister, who cares for worn-out dogs and other broken things. I see Shiro’s face, his last shudder, and my throat goes tight. Tori’s a hundred times better than me, and if the only thing I do with my life is make sure she stays that way, it’ll have been enough. Someday she’ll be grown, and she’ll have enough money that she’ll never have to work, or to marry if she doesn’t want to. She won’t remember huddling under the bushes in the public gardens when it rained, or dodging the kidcatchers who snatch little girls for the dockside brothels.
“… and when I told Garalo about it,” she’s saying, “he said that’s the same way the nobility treat the common folk, working them to the bone and then throwing them away. I said they shouldn’t be allowed to, and—”
“Wait.” I fix her with a look. “Who’s Garalo?”
“Just a boy I know.” Tori’s guilty look is blindingly obvious on her guileless face. “I talk to him in the market sometimes.”
“How did you meet him?”
“Kuko wanted to listen to a speech, so she took me after shopping. Then I had questions, so we stayed and got to talking.”
“Tori…” I take a breath.
“I know,” she says. “I have to be careful. I’m not a baby, Isoka. Garalo talks to lots of people.”
“It’s still not safe to get involved in politics,” I tell her. “You never know what kind of attention that’s going to attract.”
“But—”
“You have everything you need right here, don’t you?” I venture a smile. “Don’t go looking for trouble.”
Tori looks away for a moment, and I think she’s going to argue. Then the tension goes out of her, and she nods. I lean forward and wrap her in a hug, remembering the little girl who clung to my side when we huddled in the gutter.
I’m getting dirty, I want to tell her, so you can stay clean. But she can’t know that.
Eventually, I have to leave, though not before cunning Ofalo, knowing my habits, comes back with roasted dumplings and plum juice. It’s good to see him with Tori. I think he cares for her—I feel a stab at that dark jealousy, but I push it down. Who wouldn’t fall in love with Tori? She’s nothing but easy smiles and kindness and generosity. And if Ofalo’s loyalty comes from more than gold, so much the better.
I know it’s time to go when Tori starts asking me questions. “Is it true about Soliton? The ghost ship?”
“Ghost ship?” I glance meaningfully at Ofalo, who’s clearing the plates, and he inclines his head in apology.
“She must have overheard some of the girls talking, my lady,” he says. “Nothing but silliness.”
“They said there was a ghost ship in the harbor. It comes to collect evil souls.” Tori sounded excited. “Kuko said she saw Immortals watching for it!”
“There’s no such thing as ghosts,” I tell her. “And certainly no ghost ships.” Though the Emperor’s Immortals are real enough, unfortunately.
“That’s right,” Ofalo says. “I’ll have a word with Kuko.”
“And whatever happens,” I add, “you’ve got the Ward Guard and all the servants here to keep you safe.”
“I’m not scared!” she protests.