I let you into my world! I let you into my home, I let you into my heart, let you meet my sons and where the fuck did that get me? No where! It got me nowhere! So please try again to tell me that I should trust you? Tell me one more time I should’ve told you all my deep dirty secrets. Go deep into all my trauma. I grew up with bikers and Vegas mafia and mob bosses, but please tell me that your world would’ve taken more from me!”
He looks at me with a pained expression, “Liza, I love you-“
Before he can continue I start laughing, “You don’t love me, the only people that have ever loved me who have ever showed me true unconditional love are people I can’t even see and talk to regularly because of the shitty people they have to deal with right now to protect me! They are protecting me, not by pushing me away. I might be hidden, but that was my choice. They respected that. They would’ve kept me safe had I not wanted to get out of Nevada, if I had wanted to stay and deal with everything head on. But after the shitty hand I was dealt, I had to get out of there and they understood, they are protecting me and my kids. So don’t sit here and tell me you love me. I don’t want your love if that’s what it looks like. Fucking around with other bitches behind my back and even if what you say is true and you didn’t, it doesn’t matter you still did what you fucking did to hurt me!”
I’m getting really worked up and I’m starting to feel cramping. So I take a deep breath and try to calm myself down. I turn and walk to the living room, opening the safe behind the picture of myself and the boys on the wall. I pull out the phone that I got from Glitch and pull up the contact information I need.
Me: you’re an asshole for not warning me they got in touch with you. Can you get away? I need someone here, I think I’m going into labor. I need someone to stay with the boys.
With that I put the phone down and the pains are getting worse. I know it’s not cramping and it’s contractions. Thankfully my water hasn’t broken yet, so I am fine to try and relax until that happens. I go walk to sit by the couch to see the two men in my house followed me into the living room. They are both looking at me with concern on their faces.
“Are you okay?” Twister asks.
“I’ll be fine, can you please leave. I need to sleep.”
“You probably shouldn’t be alone right now. I’m not going anywhere.” Dragon says to me.
“Listen, if I need anything, I’ll call you? Does that satisfy you? I’m going to call Pey because I trust her ass. Glitch is on his way anyway. So just leave. You’re stressing me out.”
“Baby, I don’t want to leave you right now. You are having trouble standing up straight right now.”
“Well good thing I’m sitting then asshole. Leave please. If you want you can sit your happy little ass outside. Just get the fuck out of my house.”
He nods his head, but instead of heading outside he turns and walks up the stairs.
“Where the fuck are you going?”
He doesn’t say anything and I don’t have the energy to. I look at Twister who is now sitting on the chair across from me.
“Let me call Isabella, she’s closer than Peyton. She can sit with you.”
“Sure whatever, what is your brother doing?”
He looks over his shoulder, “My guess Liza, he’s checking to make sure you’ve got your nursery set up, that you’ve got your bags ready and probably to check on the boys.”
Well, I don’t know why he’d need to make sure that stuff is done and I really don’t want him checking on the boys.
“Can you go get him? I don’t want the boys to wake up.”
Twister walks over and sits down next to me, “Liza, he’s not going to wake up the boys. Those boys are his no matter what fucked up shit he did and said, but I’ll go grab him. Isabella is going to sit with you.”
Chapter Four
Dragon
I’m pissed, so fucking pissed. She is being so fucking stubborn. I know I fucked up, but to not let me stay with her when she’s obviously in fucking pain. Whether it’s contractions or a false fucking alarm, she needs someone here and they someone should be fucking me. I couldn’t take anymore of her bullshit, so I headed upstairs. I want to check and make sure she has everything built and ready to go for our boy. I walk past the boys room and stop for a moment, I will find my way back there after I make sure everything is good. Heading down the hall I see her room is open and I stop looking inside.
Memories of our time together hit me hard and hit me fast as all that I threw away while trying to protect the woman I loved. Here where I was just Cane and not Dragon, where I was a man and not a brother with the MC. Where I shared myself fully with this woman you came into my life so suddenly and then stayed there. She became a part of me, my heart and soul.
“Stop!” Liza giggles as I tickle her.
I roll myself on top of her, pinning both her wrists in one hand above her head. I smirk down at her.
“Make me.”
With that I lean down and place a kiss on her lips, it starts tenderly, but turns heated quickly. I’d never tell Cannon this because one he’d be pissed and two because he’d never let me live it down, but this woman has become my best friend. I love being around her, she brings out a side of me that I didn’t even know I had.
I slowly begin to pull up the shirt that she is wearing and bring my head to the side of her head and she begins to moan and her back arches as my hand reaches her nipples.