With a sigh, I pick up a handful of suds and blow into them, making bubbles fly around. What do I feel?
I like Cameron. Really like him as a person.
I watch a bubble lazily float down onto the mountains surrounding me. It pops before it has a chance to land.
What does liking Cameron say about me? How can I like someone who thinks kidnapping and raping people is normal?
What the fuck is wrong with me? I’ve been asking myself that question a lot, and the only answer I came up with was everything. Everything is wrong with me because I’m not me anymore. Cameron successfully stole every last piece of my soul and replaced them with something I don’t recognize. Someone who’s not me anymore.
Footsteps echo in the bathroom, but I don’t open my eyes. If I do, I might start crying, and I don’t want Cameron to see that. Not because he’d get angry, but because he’d get sad, and I don’t want to be the reason for that.
Something touches my lips. “Open up,” Cameron says. Even without looking, I know he’s smiling. I can hear it in his voice.
I groan and sink deeper into the bubbles. I’m so not in the mood to give him a blowjob.
Cameron laughs. “All right, as you wish. I guess I’ll just eat these myself.”
Eat these? Wait, so it wasn’t his cock he was pushing into my mouth?
I wipe the bubbles from my face and squint around to see Cameron biting into something red. A strawberry? Damn, I haven’t had fresh fruit in ages. It’s always takeout and chocolate bars down here.
Smirking, Cameron pops the rest of the strawberry into his mouth and lets out an exaggerated moan. “Mmm. So good. You’re missing out.”
I know I am, but what to do about it? I’m terrible at flirting, so I go with puppy dog eyes instead. “May I please have some, Sir?”
Cameron snorts. “God, you sound like an orphan from an Oliver Twist novel. You’re lucky I can’t say no to you.”
I can think of plenty of times when he said no to me, but I hold my tongue. His fingers brush against my lips as he feeds me the strawberry, and I lick them, because that’s what he seems to expect. Also because this new me Cameron created kind of wants to do that.
I shouldn’t give in to these urges and focus on escape instead, but it’s not like I can escape right now. There’s no harm in indulging Cameron’s fantasies.
Instead of giving the next strawberry to me, Cameron takes a bite, then leans in to kiss me. He pushes the piece into my mouth, but instead of deepening the kiss, he pulls away with a grimace.
I’m confused for a second before a wave of embarrassment slams into me.
Oh God. I haven’t brushed my teeth yet. My breath must be repulsive.
“I’m sorry,” I say, avoiding his look. “If you please just hand me my toothbrush, I’ll—”
“What? I don’t care about that, pet, but you taste like soap. No more dunking in the bubbles.”
“Oh.” Now I realize the faint taste of soap is on my tongue, too. I was just too busy feeling mortified to notice it. “Well, I thought you were giving me your cock.”
“And your reaction was to hide instead of opening your mouth like a good pet?”
“Um…” I pause to think of the best answer.
Cameron’s question was playful, but the subtle edge to his tone tells me he didn’t like that reaction one bit. I consider lying, but my ass is already sore. I don’t need to get spanked on top of that, so I hedge around the truth. “I was tired and forgot myself, Sir. I’m here to serve you.” I do my best to ignore the oddly right way those words feel in my mouth. Nothing about this should feel right.
Cameron scrutinizes my expression, then sighs and runs his hand through my hair. “Sometimes I feel like I’m doing you a disservice by being too soft. However, I will punish you if you misbehave, so keep that in mind.”
“Yes, Sir.” What else am I supposed to say? A shiver crawls down my spine at his threat, and the steamy water suddenly feels cold. He keeps threatening to hurt me, and I keep coming to him for comfort. How does that make sense?
As if sensing my tension, Cameron strokes my hair again. “Relax, pet. Just keep doing what you’ve been doing until now, and everything will be all right. Now, do I have to put a strawberry on my dick to get a blowjob?”
Chapter 28
Cameron