“Yeah, girl. I’m all yours. What you want, you get.”
Then she kissed me again, and I definitely wasn’t going home tonight. I could get up early to catch the jet tomorrow. Tonight, I’d stay in my girl’s arms.
Chapter Fifteen
MADDIE
Sharing my twin bed wasn’t ideal, but sleeping in my brother’s basement with Matt was not an option either. Especially since I asked Matt to keep us a secret. Not forever, just until I figured out the best way to break the news to Noah. He’d flip out, and I wanted to be sure about Matt before we had that awkward conversation. No reason to tell Noah if we ended up breaking up.
I moaned at the feeling of Matt’s lips on my neck. “I gotta go, sweet pea,” he whispered.
It was early, like dawn early, but my internal clock was permanently set to hockey practice time. The Bulldogs were on the road this weekend, and I felt selfish keeping Matt in my bed last night. He needed to be well rested for his road trip ahead.
“I know,” I sighed but craned my neck to give him more access.
Last night had been so great, but I couldn’t believe I told him I wanted to be restrained. I’d blame that on the post-orgasm bliss.
He pulled away from my neck and turned me so we were side-by-side, looking into each other’s eyes. “When I get back, let’s go out.”
“You don’t have to. You already took me out when you didn’t let me pay for dinner.”
He squinted at me. “That didn’t count.”
“Yeah, it did. We went out and enjoyed each other’s company, then we banged.”
He laughed. “Geez, Maddie.”
I grinned. “What? I had a great time.”
“Me too. So let’s go somewhere else and do it again.”
“Okay, if you insist.”
He gave me a quick kiss. “I do. But I gotta go. I get to do the walk of shame and need a clean suit for the jet.”
He got out of the bed, and I watched the muscles in his back and butt as he bent over and got dressed. He gave me a wink when he noticed me staring. I felt heat course through me. How did I nab this hockey hottie?
He put his tie back on and cleared his throat. “So…last night you mentioned wanting to be restrained. Was that heat of the moment talk or something you really want to explore?”
I pulled the comforter over my head. “Oh, my God! I can’t believe I told you that.”
I heard him laugh, and then he lifted the comforter off my head. “Hey, I’m willing to do it if that’s what you want. Let’s research it.”
“Really?” I asked. I peered up at him, waiting for the sarcastic smirk, but Matt looked at me with those kind eyes he always gave me. He was always sincere.
“Sure. I’ve never done that before, but if it’s something you want, let’s look into it.”
“Maybe some leather cuffs?” I offered and bit my lip. I was sure my face was as red as a tomato. “I’m not sure I want to be tied up with rope. If we do that, we should use proper equipment, not a tie or scarves. That can be dangerous.”
He cocked his head. “Dangerous how?”
“I’ve done research already. If you use ties or scarves, the knots can fall in, and you want to make sure it’s safe.”
His lips curled up. “You’ve already done research?”
“We don’t have to… It’s a fantasy. I might not actually like it.”
I wanted to pull the comforter back over my head and stop having this conversation.