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“Hey, hey.” I dip my head, capturing her gaze. I don’t want to tell her what to do but I need to say something to get her mind off the muscles currently strangling my cock. “You want a label? You can call me yours.”
“M-my what?”
“Just yours. All yours.”
I kiss her and she sinks down a couple more inches.
Breaking away, she asks, “You’re not just saying that because we’re…” She glances down to where our bodies are conjoined.
“Silver, you’ve had me in the palm of your hand long before I had you on the tip of my cock.”
Her eyes widen. “This better be more than just the tip.”
I can’t help but laugh.
“It is. You’re almost there. You’re doing so good. Your pussy feels so good. My cock loves your pussy.” I love her pussy.
“Should I—”
“Do you feel it? How much I want you?”
Another kiss gains another inch. Come on. Let go for me.
I switch my hold to her face.
“You’re so beautiful. You’re so fucking beautiful, Kota. I can’t believe I get to be inside you. What did I do to deserve this?”
“I—”
My lips silence her before she can even try to answer. There isn’t one anyway. I’ve done nothing to deserve this and I never will. If she doesn’t know that already, she will one day.
Not today thankfully.
Even after Kota’s fully seated on my throbbing dick, I continue showering her with praise between kisses. I never compliment anyone, and now that I’ve started, I can’t stop. I’m like a broken fire hydrant. Everything I’m thinking, feeling—it all just flows out freely. I tell her how long I’ve wanted this, how bad I’ve wanted this. I tell her how perfect she is from her hair to her toes. Putting her hand on my chest, the same place she signed her name to last night, I tell her how safe she is with me, how I’ll protect her from anyone, anything. I tell her she’s mine, only mine, and this time, she doesn’t try arguing.
Used to lying all the time, it feels good to know every single word coming out of my mouth is the truth. Kota deserves that.
When I pause, her eyes are glassy.
“You ready?” I ask her softly, almost afraid to break the spell she appears to be under.
“If you ghost me after this, I’ll kill you.”
We smile at each other.
Good. I didn’t scare her off.
“If anything, I’m gonna fucking haunt you after this.”
Her chuckle warms my entire chest.
Finally, I reach back and grab an ass cheek again, goading her into the same rotations she was making before, just more aggressively because I want her to ride me raw.
Raw. Fuck. The condoms are in my trunks.
There’s no way I’m stopping right now to get one.
As much as it pains me to even consider, I’ll have to pull out. I’m not jeopardizing Kota’s future for a nut, no matter how good it is. And it’ll be good.