Page 237 of Valentino

Slow. Down.

My hands run over muscular shoulders, chiseled with strength, and the power behind his body sends excitement screaming through mine.

His fingers get stronger; the bed begins to rock as he rides me with his hand.

The sound of my arousal sucking him in echoes through the room, and his eyes flutter closed as if the sound is tipping him over the edge of control.

Oh…this is too good. I’m going to….

“Hold it,” he demands.

“Hurry up then.” I grab his shoulders and pull him over me. “Now.”

“Be careful, baby girl.” His teeth catch my bottom lip. “I don’t know how much gentle I have left in me.”

“Give it to me,” I pant. “All of it.”

Arousal flickers in his eyes, he pulls my legs up around my ears and tucks his forearms underneath them, effectively holding my legs back so that I am at his mercy.

A frisson of fear runs through me,

He rubs his thick shaft through my swollen, wet lips, each time a little deeper, opening me a little more. Gaining more strength, until he slides in deep and to the hilt. My sex ripples around him as he takes possession of my body.

This is the first time he’s gotten all in from the get-go, usually we have had to work up to this.

We fall still, staring at each other in the shadows of the moonlight. Hearts pounding in tandem, our bodies joined as one. But it’s the way he’s looking into my eyes and staring straight into my soul that feels too much to bear, I feel exposed and vulnerable. Completely open for him to cut my heart out and break it into a million pieces.

I drag my gaze away from his.

“Look at me,” he whispers.

But I can’t bring myself to.

“Anna,” he urges. “Kiss me.”

But I can’t because I’m disgusted by my emotional messiness.

I feel needy and in love and desperate for him to need me back and it’s day fucking two.

“I don’t want to kiss you,” I snap. “Hurry up, I need it harder,” I demand, I just want this over with. I can’t handle how much control he takes from me, and the fact that I freely give it to him doesn’t help either. When we’re naked together, I’m completely stripped bare without any defense against him, and he damn well knows it.

“I want it from behind,” I snap impatiently. “Hurry.”

Anger flashes across his face before he recovers, and I know that he knows what I’m doing.

As if taking the cue, in an aggressive manner he pushes me onto my knees, slaps me hard and in one quick movement, slams in deep.

“Ahh,” I cry out, he grabs a handful of my hair and jerks my head back toward him before his lips go to my ear. “Is this how you want it?” His hand across my stomach pulls me back onto him with such force that its almost painful, I swear I’m going to have fingerprint bruises tomorrow. “You want to be fucked, Anna?” He sinks his teeth into my neck, and I scream out in pain as goose bumps scatter. He spits into his hand and slides his thumb into my ass…. “You dirty fucking girl,” he sneers into my ear.

My God….

I close my eyes; I hate that he has this power over me. That already I’m so invested in this toxic love story.

Then he’s riding me, with everything that he has. The bed is slamming against the wall and I see stars…the incredible universe in the sky. My emotions are everywhere, my body in ecstasy and yet my heart is terrified and screaming to get the hell out of here.

I scrunch the blankets in my hands as I try to stay on my knees, the room is blurred as he fucks me. Unwelcome tears fill my eyes, and the worst part…. The very worst part. This is the best sex I’ve ever had in my life.

“Valentino!” I cry out, screaming his name like an oath, the orgasm so strong I shudder as my legs give out beneath me.