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Sticking my tongue out to taste him, he growled.

“Damn Pray.” Damn is right. I was so horny and anxious for him that I kissed the tip of his dick then started French kissing it like his mouth. Sucking just his sensitive head, I pushed more of him in my mouth until he was knocking at my tonsils. I flattened my tongue and licked up and down the thick veins that decorated his dick.

“Awww fuck!” He sat up a little and watched me like he was amazed. I was amazed my damn self. Matthew’s dick was literally inside of my small ass throat. I willed myself to not panic and breathe in and out through my nose as I started suctioning and moving up and down his shaft making sure my tongue stayed flattened so he could feel me tasting and sucking on him.

I made myself gag to create more spit. I watched that shit leak to the base of his dick and trickle down to his balls. Without trying I made nasty slurping sounds, his head fell back as he watched me intensely. I kept my eyes locked in with his, caressing both of his balls in my soft hands.

Soon as his dick started twitching, I removed him from my mouth then got right on top of him. Squatting down and easing myself slowly onto his girth.

“Praylah, you gone make me nut fast baby. I ain’t had no pussy-“ I placed my index finger to my mouth making him be quiet. I didn’t give a damn if he nutted in five seconds. I wanted to feel him now.

Once he was deep inside of me, I let my head fall back. Pinching and rubbing on my hardened nipples, I lifted myself up and down. Needing to hold on to something, I placed my hands flat on his abs. Leaning forward, breast grazing him as I bounced up and down, I locked my eyes on his and from there we were in a zone.

This is what I’ve been missing and needing to feel complete.

“Got damn baby.” He smacked my ass hard, making my sex gush out more love potion. The pain of his size had started to subside and I couldn’t help myself but to get carried away from the sensation that I felt in my hot tunnel. I started going insane on his dick, the look of confusing that he was giving me would have caused me to burst out in a fit of giggles. I couldn’t even laugh because it was feeling to damn good on my end too.

Matthew had the type of dick that just made you want to do shit out of the ordinary. I wouldn’t care if he didn’t fuck me back. As long as his dick stayed hard and thick like it was, was enough for me. I felt my stomach caving in as my inner thighs started to burn. My orgasm was near and my eyes started moving to the back of my head on their own.

“Fuck daddy, this shit is magnificent.” I shuttered and came hard and fast. I leaned forward, trying to catch my breath just as Matthew was tapping my thigh, signaling for me to get off of him. I could feel the change in his demeanor and was hoping that he wasn’t upset that he didn’t get his nut.

“Wait babe, that was just powerful. I’m going to finish you off.” I panted feeling my hair sticking to my face.

“Nah, I need you to get up. I need to think.” His voice was rough as fear clutched my gut. What did I do wrong? Not wanting to stay on top of him any longer when those eyes of his was wild looking. I slowly slid off of him and laid on my back. Matthew hopped up like the mattress was on fire. He started to pace back and forth in front of the bed like he was in some dilemma. Every couple of seconds, he’d stop pacing to turn his gray eyes on me. He did this for about five minutes until he finally broke the silence.

“Daddy? Magnificent? I hope you ain’t tryna fuck with my head Praylah.” He tapped the side of his head and looked at me confused.

“What the hell are you talking about?” I felt myself getting upset now.

“You sucking the fuck out of my dick, rocking that pussy on me and shit. Who the fuck been teaching you this shit man? You been on some funny shit while I was gone? When the fuck you start calling a nigga daddy? Why the fuck you taking the lead and tryna fuck me like you guilty of something?” he chuckled angrily and I did the same, looking at him like he was fucking stupid.

“I swear, if you don’t stop while your ahead. I’m going to get mad as hell! I been waiting for your big dread head ass for months with your baby in my stomach! You did special shit for me so I wanted to step outside of my shell and show you how I feel about you! Now your standing in front of me with a limp wet dick, letting what that bitch Lakendra did to you fuck with what we got!” I stood up and walked closer to him. I was so upset right now that I wanted to snatch my coat up and go sleep in the next room with Heaven to get away from him.

“Wow, I really like this new you baby.” He smirked and I got even more mad.

“Forreal, you look so fucking sexy standing up to me. No lie, some weird shit happened back at that facility.” He sighed and gave me his back, sitting down on the edge of his bed. He placed his hands on his knees and rested his face inside of his big hands.

“Debo, he jumped out the window, I guess that shit symbolized that I would no longer see him as a hallucination anymore. That shit highkey hurt me bad baby but I was happy that I wouldn’t trip out to hard. While I was there though for them months, it took me some time to accept that I have a mental illness. I accepted that every now and then, a nigga might have to pop a pill or too. My dad opened up to me and told me a lot of shit about his past and that shit made me feel even more confident about getting better.” He cleared his throat then sat up and looked directly into my eyes.

“I got here, and when I first laid eyes on you… that voice… Debo, was speaking loud in my head saying how much he missed you and shit. I almost crumbled in front of you because I went days not even hearing that voice. When we started kissing and made our way up here, you took over and shit. That nigga didn’t like that shit. Debo is used to power and causing havoc. He likes control and to run shit. I took that away when I retired from, lets just say my illegal activities. So, you start fucking me real good and shit, and that nigga start saying shit in my head like, you probably been fucking other niggas. He said that you learned all that shit from somebody else and that baby in your stomach wasn’t mine. Shit fucked up my nut and had me pissed off with him. I gained control and told that nigga to shut the fuck up but he wouldn’t.” my heart was now beating hard from his revelation. He tapped his thigh and I took that as a signal to come sit in his lap.

I slowly sat down and he placed his long arms around me, pecking me on the lips, he looked me deeply in the eyes.

“I overpowered him, I did what my therapist been telling me to do and that’s recognize that he will probably never leave me. Shit, I don’t want him to because he might come in handy one day when it comes time to protecting my family. Beast never left my dad and he handles his shit well. The problem is, is that I never took the lead with that nigga. I took the lead for the first time tonight and I feel good as fuck. You my soul mate baby and I want you to know that I’m going to give this between us, everything I fucking got. I want us to stay healthy, and stay intuned with one another. If you get depressed, I’ll step up as the man of this household and get you back on track. If you see me battling hard with that nigga Debo, then you do just what you did a couple of minutes ago and that’s check me. From here on out though, I’m the leader of that nigga and the man of this house. I just want to make that clear. You feel me sugar mommy.”

I slowly nodded my head and gazed deeply into his eyes.

“Yes, I feel you baby.” I smiled wide, loving and understanding everything that he just said to me.

“Good, now feed me some fucking sugar, so I can fuck yo pretty apricot ass to sleep.” I blushed and anxiously got on the bed, spreading my legs wide.

I woke up the next morning feeling so good that I smiled. The ache and throbbing between my thighs reminded me of how good Matthew had fucked me. He made love to me nice and slow then fucked the second thoughts right up out of me. I rolled to the side and picked my phone off the nightstand. It was six in the morning, I still had a hour or two before Heaven was wide awake and full of energy.

I looked at the bathroom door that was connected to Matthew’s room and giggled lowly. I couldn’t believe my ears, hearing his deep rough voice singing loudly and proud.

“So, you're having my baby, and it means so much to me. There's nothing more precious, than to raise a family. If there's any doubt in your mind. You can count on me, I'll never let you down. Lady, believe in me. You and I, will never fall apart, You and I, we knew right from the start, baby, baby. The day, we fell so far in love! Now our baby is born, healthy and strong! Now our dreams are reality!” I was to tickled stifling a yawn, my eyes felt super heavy. My baby voice was cracking and my emotions was getting the best of me again.

I never felt so elated and in love like this before. I understood him, and he understood me. It truly was meant to be and I loved it here and never wanted to leave.