It’d looked huge in the shower, but it felt even more imposing.
This didn’t feel like a penis. It felt like a truncheon.
‘What do you want?’ He swiped his thumb over my clit and I bucked against him. I was still sensitive from that orgasm.
‘I want the real thing. I want you inside me,’ I panted.
Mr Devlin removed his hand from between my legs and I could just about make out that he’d reached in his jacket pocket for his wallet.
He was getting a condom.
Desire pulsed through my veins.
‘Are you absolutely sure?’ Mr Devlin said.
‘Positive,’ I replied quickly. ‘Absolutely, yes.’
I heard the sound of the packet being ripped open.
This was it.
I was going to have sex against a wall, just like in my fantasies.
‘Ladies and gentlemen,’ a voice boomed, causing me to jump. ‘The Chilli Awards ceremony is about to start. Please take your seats.’
‘Fuck.’ Mr Devlin sprang back. ‘This… this got out of hand. I shouldn’t have—’
‘No! I wanted it,’ I protested. ‘I know you’re my boss, but in case it wasn’t clear, I’m very attracted to you. And I want to—’
‘We should go back before anyone notices we’re both gone. You go first.’ Mr Devlin opened the door. ‘We’ll discuss this on Monday.’
I didn’t want to go back to the table. I didn’t want to stop. I wanted to stay here and finish what we’d started.
The light from the hotel corridor illuminated the room and when I saw the regret and shame written all over Mr Devlin’s face, my stomach twisted.
To him, what we’d just done was a mistake.
But to me, that was hands down the most exciting thing that’d ever happened in my life.
The only regret that I had was that we hadn’t gone all the way.
I was about to tell him that I still wanted him to fuck me, but I didn’t get a chance.
And something told me, I’d never get that opportunity again.
36
ELLIE
‘We were about to send out a search party!’ Joe said as I returned to the table.
‘We thought you’d fallen in the loo!’ Dana added. ‘I went to check, but couldn’t find you.’
‘Oh.’ My eyes widened. ‘The queue was really long, so I went to another part of the hotel where it was quieter and got lost,’ I said, relieved I’d thought of an excuse so quickly.
‘Yeah, this hotel is huge!’ Dana said. ‘Hon, your lipstick’s smudged.’
My stomach twisted.