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I watch him as he kisses between my breasts. Cupping each of them, he gently sucks on my nipple, making my eyes flutter. He moves to the other and repeats.
As he trails his kisses down, I can’t sit still. He stops with his hands on my hips to keep me still. “Ready, Kitten?” he asks.
“Yes,” I pant.
I keep my eyes on his as he slowly spreads my thighs apart and moves down. Spread open for him, he places a gentle kiss on my clit. “Oh fuck,” I groan when heat flashes through my body.
He flicks his tongue across it and my body jerks. “Let me hear you, Sierra.”
“That’s…” I say, but stop when he licks me again. “Good, oh God, that’s so good.”
“Do I have permission to push a bit?” he asks.
“Yes. Please. That. Do more of that,” I beg, and he wraps his arms around my thighs to hold me in place. When he drops his head and starts rapidly flicking his tongue across me, I moan louder than I intend and my hips rock to grind my pussy against his mouth.
“Fuck! Oh fuck!” I cry out. He holds me in place and licks me more, lapping at me. When he sucks lightly, I run my fingers through his hair as I try to rock my hips. He moves his hands to my inner thighs so he can keep me in place, but I can keep going.
The pressure is so intense that I can’t breathe. He is sucking hard, and my eyes are rolled back as I moan loudly. He gently slides two fingers into my pussy and curls them in, making the most unhinged moans come out of me.
Beckett sits up and watches me fall apart as he makes a “come here” motion inside of me as his thumb rubs my clit. “Oh fuck. Oh my… fuck! Oh God! Bex. I can’t… Fuck!”
“You can do it, Kitten. You’re doing so well,” he praises me. “You are so damn beautiful, Sierra. Come for me. You are so close.”
“I can’t!” I cry out. I grab at the pillow to try and cover my face, but he yanks it out of my hand and slings it across the room. I feel like I’m going to fucking explode.
Beckett moves up to place his hand next to my head, and I am involuntarily rocking my hips. It’s not enough. I grab at him until I can hug him to my chest. “What do you need, baby?” he asks, kissing my neck.
“You. Please, you!” I moan. “I want you. Please.”
Beckett pulls back to look at me, and I feel fucking insane. What is this man doing to me? “Are you sure?” he asks softly.
“Please… I need more. You are more… Please,” I beg. “Show me it can be good.”
Beckett suddenly rolls us and grabs my hips as I straddle his body. He is keeping me from moving down, letting me stop for a second. “I won’t say no to you, Sierra, but I want you to lead. At least at first. Okay?”
“I just… fuck, I love that feeling, but… I want the first time I come to be because you’re inside of me.”
“Have mercy, Kitten. I’m trying to go easy on you,” he groans.
“I thought you had self-control?” I ask with a smile.
“Apparently I have a limit,” he chuckles breathlessly.
“Can you…” I start to ask.
“Can I what?”
“Can you fuck me like he did… but like… not painfully?”
“We can get there, but only if you take us there,” he says, kissing me. “I’m going to let go of you, and you can do whatever you want. Okay? Don’t rush yourself if you aren’t ready.”
He releases my hips, and I can't help but drop down hard. “Fuck!” I groan as his cock stretches me.
“Jesus, Sierra,” Beckett growls. I bury my face in his chest and whimper as I try to relax my body. His heart is beating rapidly in his chest, but he is calm as he rubs my back. When I lift my hips a little and lower down again, I whimper.
“Fuck, you’re so big,” I moan. I bring myself up again and drop down. Every time he fills me, I want more. I keep doing it until my shallow movements aren’t enough. I sit up and grab hold of the headboard so I can bounce. Beckett has a tight grip on my waist, but lets me continue taking him deep inside of me with hard thrusts.
I am addicted to this feeling. I can’t stop, and I don’t want to. Eventually, it’s still not enough. “Please,” I whimper, giving up and relaxing against his chest.