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“You bitch!” he snarls, his hand fisting in my hair and yanking my head back so violently my body follows.
Another pair of hands grab me under the arms, ripping me away from him, and I hit the ground hard.
The impact forcing me to bite down on my tongue.
Still, my gaze stays locked on him as he presses the heels of his palms into his eyes, staggering back with a hiss of pain.
“Fucking whore.” He spits.
“No hitting.” The doctor chimes from behind me. “Fuck her all you want but, no hitting.” He orders and my breath stalls. “No hurting her cunt either, she’s useless otherwise, no amount of golden hair will make up for her broken pussy.” And then he exits the cage.
The metal door shuts with a loud clank, the sound reverberating in my bones as I sense movement around me.
Vasily takes a step in my direction, his eyes watering as he blinks the liquid away.
“Don’t come near me.” I yell, scooting back and back and back. My heart stops beating and once again my skin comes in contact with the cool iron, leaving no room for escape.
I need a knife. A knife.
I need to kill him. Kill. Him.
And then kill myself.
“Oh, I am going to come in you, bitch.” His meaty hands touch my shoulder again, with strength this time, and I visibly shake.
My brain wanting to check out at the unwanted touch as it trails down, the hand cups my clothed breasts, my fists landing on his chest as I yell and I yell. And I yell.
But no one hears.
No. No. No.
You’re pathetic.
It’s your fault.
“Please, no.” I find myself whimpering. No.
Let me go.
I’m begging now, but I don’t think I’m saying those words.
I don’t think I can.
He laughs, before he yanks my tube top down and exposes my breasts to the cold air and his lustful gaze.
“This isn’t funny, Amara.” The girl in the pink dress murmurs.
She’s scared.
She’s always been scared.
A sob racks through me. I’m no longer fighting. I don’t think I can fight him.
He’s strong. He’s too big.
But I want to push him away.
“Sergei will kill you.” I don’t know why I say that. I know he doesn’t love me. I know he’s not coming to save me.