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“No,” I mumble.
As much as I want to suckle on it, drinking from the bottle has made me even more tired than I was before. I’m worried a pacifier will only stay in my mouth and I won’t actually use it.
“Okay, Little Pet. You can sleep now,” he says.
Closing my eyes, I take a deep breath and slowly let it out, but before I can even get comfortable, the slight pressure of my bladder keeps me awake. Whining, I push my head into Daddy’s chest.
“What’s wrong, Little Pet?” Daddy asks. “Come on, talk to me.”
“Bathroom,” I whisper.
Daddy gently pats my bottom as he sways his upper body. “That’s what the diaper is for. You can use it ,and Daddy will change you right after.”
“Bathroom?” I ask as I look up at him. “Toilet?”
Daddy shakes his head. “No toilet. We don’t have a facility for you here on Venkoria. You’ll have to use the diaper.”
Pushing my bottom lip out, I look up at him with the saddest eyes I can muster. “Please, bathroom?”
I haven’t peed in a diaper in so long, and the thought alone is humiliating. Does he really expect me to do that when I’m a full-grown adult?
No. I can’t.
“That’s the only way you can go to the bathroom on Venkoria. And don’t even think about trying to hold it in. I won’t allow it and will quickly fix it by asking Yamal to put a catheter in, so you won’t have a choice but to go in the diaper,” he explains. “Or would you like for Yamal to just come back and put it in now so you don’t have to think about it?”
I slightly shake my head before burying it in Daddy’s chest. He pats my bottom as he slightly rocks me.
“You’re okay,” he whispers. “Just let it go. It’ll get easier as you do it more often.”
With Daddy patting my bottom, my bladder slowly relaxes, and I find myself peeing into the diaper.
“Such a good Little Pet,” he praises me. “Now, let’s go change you.”
FOUR
Daddy lays me on a table, strapping my middle section down before turning to me.
“Do you want me to strap your arms down?” he asks.
Why would he want to do that?
“So you don’t hurt yourself. I don’t want you accidentally rolling to the side and almost falling off and hurting your arms,” he explains. “If you think you will do that, I’ll strap your arms down so your upper half is fully secured.”
“I don’t think I need that,” I mumble and turn my face away from him.
It is humiliating enough that he wants to restrain me, completely naked, and put a diaper on me. I don’t understand why they don’t have any bathroom for us here. Won’t they have a lot of waste with the diapers? Why am I even thinking of their planet and what’s good for it?
Maybe it’s because I’ve never been on Earth before and don’t know what living on a planet is like, but now I’m living on one. It’s weird, a lot different from what I thought a planet would be like.
“If I see you tilt even slightly while I’m changing you, I’ll strap your arms down,” he tells me. “I don’t want you getting harmed in any way. It would break my heart.”
“Why?” I ask as I look at him, eyebrows bunched together.
“Because I care about you. You and I are going to be together for the rest of our long lives. We were meant to be together. I injected you with my essence so we will be drawn to each other for the rest of our lives,” he explains as he unfastens the diaper and throws it away.
Daddy cleans every inch of me, making sure he got in every single crevice. I feel violated to a degree. I’ve never had someone be so meticulous about cleaning me… It was almost like he’s memorizing every little thing about me so he can use it for later. But that isn’t possible.
“You have been such a good Little Pet. First, you let Yamal check over you, and then you used your diaper like you were supposed to. I think you deserve a reward, don’t you think?” Daddy asks as he sets his warm hand on my stomach.