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I licked my lips, deliberately drawing his attention. “Fun? Hmm.” I tapped my chin, playing at deep thinking. “Good to know. And also, I feel the same.”

His answering grin was so wide, it lit up every inch of my body.

I pulled back to look him in the eye and just laid it all out there. “I want you, Tris. I want whatever you’ll give me.”

The first hint of hesitation I’d seen all night crossed his face before he could hide it. What was that about? “Um . . . okay?” he ventured, and my brow furrowed.

“Okay?”

He winced. “Sorry, that sounded bad. I just . . .” He visibly swallowed. “Before we go any further, I have to tell you something.”

I furrowed my brow, body tensing. “Okay, sure. What is it?” Where was he going with this? My mind swirled with worst-case scenarios. Was he terminally ill? Secretly married? Had a wife and kids somewhere? I was being ridiculous, but I couldn’t seem to stop my thoughts from spiraling.

“So . . . I never told you what I do for a living.”

Oh. My shoulders relaxed. “That’s okay, Tris. You’re entitled to secrets if that feels right to you.”

He shook his head. “That’s not it. You need to know this before we go any further.”

I frowned. Was he talking about his cam site? What could I say to make him realize I loved that part of him?

I urged him on with a twist of my wrist. “Go ahead. I’m listening.”

He flashed a nervous smile that didn’t last long. I watched him take a deep breath, then: “I’m a . . . um . . . I’m a camboy.”

I smiled at him, my grin widening as the seconds passed. “I actually have zero issues with that, Tris. None whatsoever.”

He gaped. “For real?”

I nodded. “Yes. I think it’s super hot, actually.” Then I leaned forward, shifting until my lips were against his ear, and breathed out, “Substar.”

He gasped loudly. “You know?”

I pulled back and nodded again, still smiling. “Yes. I have for a while now.”

“But I conceal my identity on the streams!”

My smile turned indulgent. “And you do it well. That fake accent of yours is actually super sexy. But your moan gave you away.”

He cocked his head to one side, and I kissed the tip of his nose. “What moan?”

This time, I was definitely blushing. “Last month, on the night of the Daddies and Subs Club. You know, the one where we were speculating about Cameron’s fun night?”

“That long ago?” He frowned. “Damn. And you didn’t say anything?”

I frowned back, tilting my head. “I didn’t know how to tell you without embarrassing you. I wasn’t sure if you wanted me to know.” Then I smirked. “But Jesus, Tris, when I figured it out, it was like all my dreams had come true.”

“Really?” His forehead smoothed as he smiled back. “This has been going on for a while for you, hasn’t it?”

I nodded solemnly. “Like I said, literal years, Tris.”

He squirmed on my lap, and his dick brushed mine. He leaned in just a little bit closer, and his breath caught at the same time mine did. “I’m sorry it’s taken me so long to see you.”

My heart broke a little at his words. “You have nothing to be sorry for. Timing is everything. And now seems like the perfect time.”

He nodded, his eyes intense. “How could you ever want a boy like me?”

Yet again, I could hear what he wasn’t saying. So I answered what he was really asking. “A boy like you is exactly who a Daddy like me is looking for.”