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“Yes,” I answer, trying to grind on his length from this angle.

Holding me with only one arm on my bottom, he turns the showerheads off and returns his lips to mine. His hands shift to my thighs, fingers pressing into them as he continues to hold me. I only double down and keep my fingers in his wet curls, refusing to come up for air as he takes me back to my room. He gently lays me down soaking wet and breaks the kiss off. I already know my sheets are going to be sopping, yet neither of us mind.

I unclip my hair and toss the clip toward my bathroom, where it makes a clatter onto the tile floor. “You sure?” Robby asks, kneeling on the bed over me. Rook has exited the chat, but I fear that Robby’s softness is here to stay forever.

“Yes, Robby.”

A smile flashes on his lips, and he ducks his head down to plant gentle kisses on my chest, lightly kissing my hardened nipples. His plush lips deliver kisses around my belly and trail lower. I gasp, arching my back when his lips find my clit. “Oh!” I gasp when his tongue flicks it. The sensation makes my lower abdomen burn. I’m still sensitive from the vibrator torture and tonguing he gave me last night, and the soft flicks of his tongue make me grip the sheets as I near the edge.

“Are you going to be too sore from last night?” he asks, brushing his fingers over my center.

I giggle to myself. “Fuck it, I’ll take ibuprofen later,” I answer.

“If you’re sure.” He sits up but slips his middle finger into me with more care than before. It’s a little sore, but I’d never tell him to stop. “You okay, baby?”

“Yep,” I breathe.

He settles between my legs, brushing his tip at my entrance that makes me jump a little. He drops, so his face is just above mine. He props himself up with one arm and guides himself inside me with his other. I let out a sharp breath as he enters and wince but mask it before it can discourage him. It might sting, but I want to be filled by him.

He curls his arms up around my head and kisses me as his hips rock into me, slowly in, out, and back in at a calm, sensual pace. The fast, aggressive pace was fun, but this feels like this perfect stranger loves me more than air itself. I moan into his mouth, and I feel his lips form a smile against mine. Is this how Robby likes to have sex?

It’s been an act…for me, spurred from his longtime love and obsession with me.

“Can you flip over, Apps?”

“Yeah.”

He sits up, pulling himself out of me long enough for me to get on all fours. I start on my knees and wrists, but he gently pushes my shoulders down, dropping me to my elbows. I lock my knees into the mattress and feel him taking his place behind me. His warm palm strokes the cheeks of my bottom as he reenters from behind. He always feels larger this way, not that he needs it, but I love how deep this position sinks him inside me. I purposefully clasp my muscles around him like I never want to be pulled apart.

“I’m so close,” Robby says softly. It’s been minutes, maybe hours for all I know, but I don’t want him to ever dare stop. He thrusts faster but never as fast or hard as Rook. Given my soreness, that’s not a bad thing. Just as I feel his body tense behind me, he pulls all the way out and groans as warmth collects on my lower back. “God…” he moans. “Let me get you a towel.”

“Linen closet,” I say.

But he knows where the towels are.

The mattress shifts, and I look to the side and watch his tall frame head straight to the bathroom. His long legs take up a good part of his height, though he must be proportionate, and his ass is perfectly toned. He returns with a small hand towel and gently rubs it along my backside, collecting the mess he made. He tosses the towel to the side and lies beside me without touching me.

“You pulled out.”

“Never hurts to try something new.”

“So, that’s what Robby is like in bed?” I ask.

He smirks. “I probably would have been a little rougher, but I knew you had to be feeling last night still. But that’s more like how your first time should have been.”

I trail the tip of my index finger along his pec muscles. “I loved it.” I press my palm on his abs, throw my leg over his, and shift up to kiss him. His lips seem more than glad to meet mine, and when we part, Robby shakes his head and lets out a sigh.

“I can’t believe that was your first time. I sensed it that night; you were too tight. Too new. But I couldn’t believe it.”

“It’s okay. I can’t even sugarcoat it. It was awful the first time, but I enjoyed it after a minute. Which you should know.”

“Oh, I know. You set me off.”

I bite my lip and look away. “That was intense.”

Robby runs his hand through my damp curls. “Every time with you has been. You messaged me that you couldn’t come without me, and I’m getting to be the same way.”

“You know, Rook can still come out sometimes,” I say. I shift my eyes up to look into his dark brown eyes.