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I was beyond irritated. Beyond. What the actual fuck was wrong with him?
I got in bed and lay there, staring at the ceiling. I was never going to sleep now.
As if the nightmares weren’t enough.
I really hoped Larissa didn’t realize what happened. She’d feel bad about the bill being so big and embarrassed about her mom ordering so much. I hoped she just had a nice dinner, had some good food, and was getting into bed with enough leftovers for her lunch tomorrow.
Mike was such an asshole.
I woke up the next morning exhausted. At least I didn’t have to go to work. Mike showed up at noon—in the rideshare he fought me on the night before.
I threw open the door without a word and went to grab his keys.
I tossed them at him and dropped onto the sofa. He stood in the entry like a wounded puppy. “I’m sorry,” he said, his voice low.
“What the hell is wrong with you?” I said, looking at him.
He just stood there.
“The fucking world doesn’t revolve around you,” I said. “I’ve got my own shit going on. You know that, Mike? Things I don’t even talk to you about—”
“What don’t you talk to me about?”
Anything? Like he cared? Every time I tried to talk to him about me, about the stuff with Mom, he changed the subject, made a joke, gave me some half-assed platitude. He clearly couldn’t handle it for whatever fucking reason, so I’d stopped trying.
“You know what? Just go,” I said.
He stayed in the doorway. “Can I get a lift to my truck?”
I cursed under my breath and got up.
The car ride was silent. When I got to the parking lot, he didn’t get out.
“What can I do to make it up to you?”
“You can give me my money back,” I mumbled.
He scoffed.
“You can go and do what I said you need to do. Get back on your meds and get back with a therapist. Work for Tony until you find something else.”
He nodded. “Okay.”
“I’m serious.”
“I know.”
We sat there in silence.
“If it makes you feel better, I ran two miles throwing up.”
I laughed dryly. It actually did make me feel better.
He looked at me. “I love you, man. And you’re right about everything. I’m going to do better, okay?”
I glanced over at him.
He did look sorry. An asshole, but a sorry one.