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That’s such a loaded sentence. But I do the only thing I can right now. I let him worship me.

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Alex

I suck her tits hard, and I know this first time isn’t going to last long. I pull her thong down and leave her heels on. My goddess is standing in front of me in just a garter belt, the hose, and heels. She cocks her hip as I just stare at her. She crawls up the bed until I grab her ankles to stop her. I flip her over and spread my arms wide. She’s so wet and glistening. She’s trimmed, which is another stab at my heart. All of this was for someone else. I push away the melancholy.

I lick up the length of her in one long slow movement. Tasting the ambrosia that’s been missing in my life. I look up at her, and she’s on her elbows watching me with hooded and darkened eyes. They’re blue, deep, and endless like the ocean in Punta Mita.

“Alex, I want to come on your tongue. Make me lose my words.” She sighs.

“I’ll make you lose your thoughts too. The only thing left will be pleasure ripping through you at an alarming rate.”

“Stop talking and suck me.” She’s like no one else. She’s my own personal brand of lust. My lips on her clit, I create a massive suction while my fingers find their way inside her. I thrust, finding one spot that drives her crazy. I know exactly where it is. It’s like my fingers have GPS set for home. She’s moaning, and I lick her quickly, lapping up all her sweet wetness. It takes her by surprise as she screams my name and comes so quickly. Even I didn’t realize she was that close, but I was lost in the divine taste and smell of her. Essential Tess.

I stand and kiss her harshly. I can’t wait another minute to be inside of her. I don’t know what’s going on with birth control, she forgets a lot, so I grab my pants and a condom from my wallet. She gives me a wistful look. As much as her lingerie was for someone else, so was my condom.

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Tess

I’m catching my breath, and the condom makes me both gleeful and sad. He gets it. I lick my lips, and he’s on them quickly. A quick, hard kiss, I taste me on his tongue. He grabs my hips, swinging me around quickly. His erection digs into my back as he plays with my tits from behind. His teeth scraping my neck as he growls.

“Tess, I have to fucking come inside of you now. I need it hard and fast.”

“I want it that way. Fuck me any way you need because I’m right there with you.” He bends me over the edge of the bed and grabs my hips. He positions himself right at the edge, and I back up into him, slightly arching my back.

“Fucking Christ, this view. Your ass and dripping pussy framed in rose gold. It’s almost too pretty to fuck.” And then he thrusts into me, groaning the next word. “Almost.”

I moan at how filled I am. He’s so long and deep inside of me. We wait just a split second as we acclimate to each other again. And I can feel myself mold around his dick. I thrust back into him, and then he takes over. Pulling and pushing me on and off his cock. He’s relentless and ragged. “Feel your tits for me.” And I do. We’re moaning each other’s names as he ruts, finding the other side of this moment. We’re straight-up fucking. There’s no making love or anything gentle about this. He reaches around to find my clit, never losing rhythm. The sound of him slamming into me over and over has me wetter than I’ve been in months. “Come, Tess. Let me feel it. Come to me.”

“Fuck. Alexxxxxx. Fuck. Yes.” The spring inside of me is stretched as far as it can go, and I snap with a loud guttural sound. Suddenly, waves of pleasure run up from my toes over and over. He pauses for only a moment and then picks up his pace finding his own release. My body is almost being lifted as he adjusts himself inside of me. So good. It still feels so good. And when he screams my name in a dark, rich groan, I come again. The two of us riding this moment until I’m absolutely boneless.

He leans down over me to my ear. “Tess. Oh. Tess.” I have two thoughts as I try to catch up with what just happened. He didn’t say ‘come for me,’ he said, ‘Come to me.’ The phrase we use when we want to be with each other. And as he pulls out, I’ve never felt so empty in my entire life.

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Alex

I should be passed out. My Tess is curled up like a kitty around my chest. I’m watching her sleep. Tonight, we fucked, shower fucked, face to face fucked, and snoozed in between. We’re out of condoms, mine, and hers. We could ask the hotel if some are lying around, but maybe we need to slow down after six times. We’re insatiable. I’m not even sure what’s powering me anymore. I haven’t had erections like this since I was twenty. It’s her. Her breath is sweet and gentle. The comforter has fallen below her left breast, and instead of lust, I view them with reverence. I’m going to miss them. I have to leave them behind. I’m not sure how to get out of this bed and be without her, even though that’s the deal I agreed. I set this plan in motion.

I kiss the top of her head. I can’t look away. Her eyelashes are dark and look like a doll’s. They’re thick and lovely. As I’m staring, her eyes crack open, and I see the sleepy smile of this beguiling whip-smart woman. I’m overwhelmed with the idea of filling her one more time. My lips curl as she lifts her head and settles on top of my body. Her hands caressing my arms.

“We’re out of condoms. Stop looking at me like that, my Alex.” My cock grows under her, and she feels it. I see her eyes widen, and she kisses me.

“I need to feel you bare one more time. You and me, nothing in between.”

“Alex.” Her lips wrap around my name.

“I can’t possibly have any semen left.” I flip her over and hover over her. Tess, I’ve come hard in a condom six times and once down your talented throat. There’s nothing in my balls but air.” She laughs. I reach down and let my fingers play in her wetness. Then I move her to her side. Me holding her from behind. “Always ready for me.” She moans and nods, yes. I push into her slowly from behind. I want us both to remember this moment.

“Oh, God. It’s agonizingly slow. So slowly. I feel every ridge and inch of you. Alex, fuck.”

Inch by inch, I feel her welcome me inside of her. And just like her, I feel every inch of her pussy’s warm embrace.

“No, condoms, ever. I hate them. This is so fucking good.” I begin to move, and it’s incredible. I forgot how good this is. “This is how we should always fuck. This is how we used to fuck. I’ll never fuck anyone without a condom except you.” I can’t stop the irony of what I’m saying. I pull out. This is the last time we’re going to have sex, so why shouldn’t it be the best. We reposition, and now I’m on top of her staring at her face. I want to see her come. I want to see her face when I enter her, and she feels every inch of me. I sneak back in, and her mouth falls open, and her eyes close.

“Look at me.” She does, and we’re caught in the galaxy of our past, of our love and this incredible feeling. Then I move in and out. “So, beautiful like this. Always.” Then she bucks her hips into me, and I go deeper. I pull out and push back in.