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“That was…” I swallowed, my racing heart finally starting to slow. “That was so…”

I couldn’t get the words out. I didn’t think I even had the words to describe it. I needed to do more crosswords with Seb to expand my vocabulary.

I felt his lips curve into a tiny smile against my skin, but he didn’t say anything, so I tried again. “That was, like… life-changing.”

He huffed a laugh, then gave me one more kiss before sitting up. He didn’t let go of my hand though, squeezing it gently. “You okay?”

I nodded, a big, lazy grin spreading over my face as I opened my eyes. “I’m amazing.”

He chuckled, his free hand rubbing soothingly up and down my thigh. “Yeah.”

Reluctantly uncurling my trembling fingers from his, I sat up and leaned my weight back on my hands. Seb was sitting back on his heels between my spread knees, his thighs looking enormous, and his cock… Fuck. It was flushed a dark, angry red, but the head was actually almost purple and wet with the pre-cum dripping steadily from it. His dick looked painfully stiff, jutting up almost aggressively between his hips. His heavy balls were bunched up tight already.

Sucking me off had really made him that hard? My belly fluttered with something, and my breath hitched as I stared at his throbbing erection before slowly raising my gaze to meet his.

“Seb.” I wet my lips. “Can I suck your cock now?”

He nodded almost desperately. “Yeah.”

I scrambled up onto my knees, getting out of the way so he could lean back against the headboard. His chest was pumping fast, and his hands curled into loose fists by his sides as he got settled and gazed at me with pinched brows.

The nerves flared back to life as I shifted to sit between his spread thighs. His feet were flat on the bed, knees cocked. Hesitantly, I rested my hands on them and gave him a nervous smile, then trailed my fingers down his thighs so I could feel the warm, hair-roughened skin.

Seb shuddered, his cock bucking just from that light touch. Throat bobbing quickly, he looked at me and exhaled a slow breath. “How are you feeling?”

“Kinda nervous,” I admitted, grateful he’d given me the opportunity to voice it. “But, um, r-really excited.”

“If you don’t like it, that’s totally fine, Lark. Not everyone enjoys giving oral sex. And just because you like receiving it, that doesn’t mean you’re obligated to ‘return the favour.’” He swallowed again, something soft filling his eyes. “Don’t ever let anyone pressure you into doing something you don’t want to.”

I nodded quickly. “I won’t. I promise. But I really, really want to do this, Seb. I can already tell I’m going to like it.”

“Alright.” He exhaled an unsteady breath. “So just… take it slow, and you don’t need to try and do anything too… strenuous. Take your time. And take it easy.”

“Okay.” To soothe my nerves a little, I lunged forward and kissed him. Seb immediately cupped my cheek, breathing unsteadily against my lips as he kissed me back.

The backs of his warm thighs were pressed against the fronts of mine now, and when I broke the kiss and looked down, my gut lurched with arousal at the sight of his big chest and tightly clenched stomach muscles, and that huge, angry-looking cock. It kept twitching, the tip brushing against my belly and leaving trails of wetness.

My pulse leaped with nervous excitement, and I wet my lips as I started shifting lower, before freezing as I remembered something. I glanced up at him anxiously. “Oh, wait. I need to practise the erogenous zones thing first, right?”

His brows pinched as if he were in actual pain. Which, judging by the state of his cock, he probably was. I’d had boners like that before. They were impossible to ignore. He was honestly some kind of superhero for ignoring it for this long.

But Seb just let out a slow, unsteady breath and nodded. “Right. Sure. That first.”

I bit my lip, gazing at him. I didn’t want to make him wait, and even though I really wanted to explore the rest of Seb’s beautiful body, I didn’t want to wait either.

“Maybe… maybe I can do that stuff next time?” I asked hesitantly.

He loosed another shaky breath and nodded quickly. “Yeah, okay. Good idea. I, uh, definitely don’t need to be turned on any more than I already am, anyway.”

I turned Seb on that much? My chest squeezed a little as I shot him a shy smile, then pressed another brief kiss to his mouth before shuffling back. My heart was pounding as I got situated between his spread legs, and when I slowly wrapped my fingers around his straining cock, Seb’s breath left him in a rush and his big thighs twitched.

Holy fuck, he was unbelievably hard. His cock was burning hot, and there was no give whatsoever as I stroked my fist up and down the length a couple of times.

He made a low sound in the back of his throat. “M-maybe… maybe don’t do that too much first. I’m… really close already. Sorry.”

He was already close to coming just from sucking me off? The knowledge made my scalp tingle with pleasure, my breathing quickening as I stared at the flushed, slick head just inches from my mouth.

I was scared, but ready. Time to suck Seb’s dick. Fuck, I hoped I wasn’t terrible at it.