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Cam
We're being so mature. It's disgusting.
Harper
The maturest. Is that a word?
Cam
Definitely is, lol.
Harper
Good. We're the maturest friends who've ever maturely friended.
Cam
You're ridiculous.
Harper
You like it.
Cam
I do.
Harper
Goodnight, Cam. Thank you for understanding. For respecting my boundaries without making me feel bad about them.
Cam
Thank you for being honest. For not asking me to be something I'm not ready to be.
Harper
We're so emotionally healthy right now. It's weird.
Cam
Extremely weird. I don't like it.
Harper
Same. Goodnight, friend!
That word again. Friend. Ouch.
I pocketed my phone, closed my eyes, and let myself sit with the reality of what had just happened.
Harper was attracted to me. She wanted me and thought about me in ways that made my skin feel too hot and my breath come too fast.
But she couldn't be with me. And she wouldn't ask me to change for her.
So we were going to be friends.
Friends who wanted each other but had chosen to nurture a connection over nothing.