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Then sud­denly a so­und ca­me ac­ross the val­ley be­low him and up the hill li­ke the no­ise of thun­der, as a gre­at owl ca­me flying to­ward Spot­ted Eag­le, its wi­de wings just ba­rely mis­sing his fa­ce.

A shi­ver so­ared thro­ugh Spot­ted Eag­le. The owl was war­ning him that it was ti­me to le­ave his sor­rows be­hind. With a lif­ted chin, a pro­ud stan­ce, and dri­ed eyes, he be­gan des­cen­ding from this pla­ce of pri­va­te pra­yers and knew that one day, he wo­uld see Swe­et Do­ve aga­in.

And he now felt mo­re man than child.

Chapter Three

Eig­h­te­en Ye­ars La­ter

Saint Lo­u­is, Mis­so­uri 1870

The te­pe­es we­re co­lor­ful­ly de­sig­ned with pa­in­tings de­pic­ting the sun, lig­h­t­ning, and the va­ri­o­us se­asons of the ye­ar. The vil­la­ge se­emed de­ser­ted as Jole­na crept thro­ugh it af­ter ha­ving be­co­me se­pa­ra­ted from her com­pa­ni­ons in Blac­k­fo­ot co­untry.

Scarcely bre­at­hing, she tip­to­ed thro­ugh the vil­la­ge. The smell of me­at co­oking so­mew­he­re clo­se by ca­me to her, but fo­od was the last thing on her mind. She was ter­ri­fi­ed to be alo­ne in the de­ser­ted Blac­k­fo­ot vil­la­ge, won­de­ring whe­re ever­yo­ne was. She ex­pec­ted them to po­un­ce on her from all di­rec­ti­ons at any mo­ment now. Even tho­ugh Jole­na's own skin was of a cop­per co­lo­ring and her ha­ir was jet black, pro­ving her In­di­an he­ri­ta­ge, she was dres­sed as a whi­te wo­man dres­ses, and she knew not a word of the Blac­k­fo­ot lan­gu­age sho­uld she co­me fa­ce to fa­ce with one.

How wo­uld she ex­p­la­in her di­lem­ma?

Would they even ca­re?

Suddenly she stop­ped with a start and gas­ped when a Blac­k­fo­ot war­ri­or ca­me from one of the te­pe­es and bloc­ked her way. She so­on dis­co­ve­red that she was not so stun­ned by his sud­den pre­sen­ce as she was by the war­ri­or's ut­ter han­d­so­me­ness, and when he re­ac­hed a hand out and very gently to­uc­hed her fa­ce, all of Jole­na's fe­ars mel­ted away…

Jolena's bed­ro­om win­dows we­re swat­hed with she­er, lacy cur­ta­ins, gen­t­ling the first be­ams of sun­light to re­ach her pil­low, awa­ke­ning her. Her dark eyes flic­ke­red open. Her pul­se was ra­cing; she still felt the sa­me mel­ting sen­sa­ti­ons that she had just ex­pe­ri­en­ced in the dre­am. So many nights now she had dre­amed the sa­me dre­am of the sa­me han­d­so­me war­ri­oronly this dre­am was dif­fe­rent.

He had ac­tu­al­ly to­uc­hed her!

Placing her hand on the sa­me che­ek that he had to­uc­hed in her dre­am, she clo­sed her eyes and al­lo­wed her­self to ima­gi­ne that her hand was his and, go­ing even fur­t­her, ima­gi­ned that she was fe­eling his lips aga­inst hers…

Knowing that she must stop the­se fan­ta­si­es, Jole­na wren­c­hed her eyes open and drop­ped her hand from her fa­ce. In­s­te­ad of the han­d­so­me In­di­an, now the cen­ter of her at­ten­ti­on was the sud­den ex­ci­te­ment fil­ling her with the re­mem­b­ran­ce of what lay ahe­ad of her, be­gin­ning to­day.

As she plum­ped the pil­lows mo­re com­for­tably be­ne­ath her he­ad and ran her hands along her sa­tin co­ver­let, she ga­zed to­ward the win­dow and wat­c­hed the sun etch its pat­terns thro­ugh the la­ce, kno­wing that this wo­uld be the last mor­ning in her bed­ro­om for many months, per­haps even as long as a ye­ar.

That she wo­uld ac­tu­al­ly tra­vel cle­ar to the wil­der­ness of the Mon­ta­na Ter­ri­tory se­emed hard to be­li­eve. She had fo­ught hard to con­vin­ce her fat­her to al­low her to tra­vel with the party of le­pi­dop­te­rists who we­re se­ar­c­hing for the eup­ha­ed­ra, the ra­re but­terfly that had on­ce aga­in mig­ra­ted far from the jun­g­les of Ve­ne­zu­ela. So long ago her fat­her had fol­lo­wed the sa­me le­ad and had not fo­und the but­terfly. It se­emed that the only thing he had dis­co­ve­red and ta­ken back to Sa­int Lo­u­is with him was a da­ug­h­ter…

Slipping out of her fo­ur-pos­ter bed, her ba­re fe­et sin­king in­to a thick car­pet, Jole­na co­uld not help be­aming, ca­ught up aga­in in the ta­le that her mot­her and fat­her had sha­red with her af­ter she had be­en ta­un­ted on­ce too of­ten by her play­ma­tes for be­ing an In­di­an.

Her flo­or-length she­er nig­h­t­gown stre­aming along be­hind her, Jole­na went to a full-length mir­ror and ga­zed in­ten­sely at her­self. She ran her fin­gers over her fa­ce, stud­ying her smo­oth, cop­per skin, high che­ek­bo­nes, and dark brown eyes.

Then she ran her fin­gers thro­ugh her wa­ist-length ha­ir that was blac­ker than char­co­al. When she had just be­en six ye­ars old, she had be­gun to re­ali­ze the dif­fe­ren­ce bet­we­en her­self and the ot­her girls with whom she at­ten­ded scho­ol.

It had be­en a ru­de awa­ke­ning when so­me had moc­ked her for be­ing an In­di­an, even cal­ling her a "sa­va­ge."

She had qu­ickly le­ar­ned that ha­ving a dif­fe­rent co­lor of skin ma­de a dif­fe­ren­ce.

She had as­ked her pa­rents to ex­p­la­in abo­ut her "dif­fe­ren­ce"why wasn't her skin li­ke the­irs if she was the­ir da­ug­h­ter?

She had lis­te­ned raptly when they had told her abo­ut ha­ving fo­und her lying with her de­ad In­di­an mot­her on the tra­il whi­le they had be­en se­ar­c­hing for the ra­re but­terfly. They had fal­len in­s­tantly in lo­ve with her, had ta­ken her in, and had ra­ised her as the­ir own.

She had be­en told that they did not know her In­di­an tri­be, nor did they know who her true fat­her was.

Ever sin­ce then, she had won­de­red abo­ut her true he­ri­ta­ge­her true pe­op­le.

Yet she had held her he­ad high and had ac­cep­ted what li­fe had han­ded her. Her adop­ti­ve pa­rents had al­ways tre­ated her won­der­ful­ly and she was as clo­se to her adop­ti­ve brot­her, Kirk, as any sis­ter co­uld be to an ol­der brot­her­well, he was only a few months ol­der.

Kirk was pos­t­po­ning his fur­t­her col­le­ge stu­di­es to ac­com­pany her on this jo­ur­ney to the Mon­ta­na Ter­ri­tory, ho­ping to suc­ce­ed at what the­ir fat­her had fa­iled at all tho­se ye­ars ago­to find the ra­re but­terfly that had be­en sig­h­ted the­re.

A shi­ver ra­ced up and down Jole­na's spi­ne when she tho­ught abo­ut the In­di­ans of the Mon­ta­na Ter­ri­tory. The Blac­k­fo­ot we­re among tho­se tri­bes, and her dre­ams had al­ways be­en abo­ut the Blac­k­fo­ot. She had known this by the co­lor of moc­ca­sins the han­d­so­me In­di­an al­ways wo­re.

Black.

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