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His breath was gasping and his body was tense. I knew that he was trying to force himself not to come. I didn’t want to make him blow his load too soon, so I decided that I had better save my newfound oral skills for another time.
I removed Ricky from my mouth and stood up. Then I kissed him hard on the mouth. The idea of him tasting his organ on my lips along with my own scent was a huge turn on for me. I wondered if he’d ever tried to taste himself. Was that possible? I’d heard some guys were flexible enough and Ricky’s package was definitely long enough…I had to giggle at the idea.
Before Ricky could ask me what I was laughing at, I turned around and showed him exactly what was waiting for him. I leaned against the wall, steadying myself on both hands and thrust my hips out as I lowered myself into a half squat position and spread my legs slightly. The air brushing through the tunnel created by my positioning felt great as it slid past the junction of my thighs. I was so wet now. I was practically dripping.
“Fuck yeah…” Ricky moaned as he came up behind me and got himself into position between my cheeks. I felt his hard member pressing firmly against the outer lips and then the folds intruded upon themselves along with his penetrating stalk. He was inside of me fully. And he was so hard. He was stretching me to the maximum point and I was almost crying out in fear of what would happen if I went much further, but then I would go further and my body would stretch to accommodate him. There was no pain, only the sweetest of pleasure and I found that I needed to trust my body more than I thought I could.
He was deep inside me, rocking and pulsating along the track of my womanhood, heading deeper for the center of my very being. I was exposed in every possible way to him and I was glad about this. I never wanted anything in the world more than I wanted this man when he was making love to me.
He had one hand entangling my hair in a tightly clenched fist as he thrust himself into me using long, deliberate strokes. I found that I loved it when he pulled my hair and really let me know that he was in charge of it all. Yes, I wanted him to be in charge of everything. He knew me better than I knew myself it would seem. There didn’t seem to be anything that I needed to do or worry about. I was in the safest of hands and no matter what, he was going to take me to the top of the mountain and I would come face to face with that sweet, permanent desire that I so desperately craved. I would remember every single moment of that utter bliss that it had to offer me.
I expected to be very sore when he entered me, but nothing could have been farther from the truth. If anything his presence had taken away anything resembling pain in any area of my body. All I had to do was just enjoy myself.
And that was an understatement. I was in total bliss and I wasn’t sure how much longer I could hold on before I just let it all go and came with everything I had. I wanted it to last as long as I could for Ricky. I wanted him to continue having as much pleasure as I could give him. I felt that was my responsibility as well. He had been so wonderful to me. And I loved him so strongly. Yes, it was real this time. I had never really known the love of a man before, but this was the real deal. I loved this man so much that it hurt me to know that I had not told him exactly how much I cared for him.
“I’m coming!” Ricky growled in my ear.
I wasn’t ready for it, but suddenly there it was and his body was shivering head to toe as his rod sputtered and wiggled inside of me. His seed spurted forth from his sweet root and I felt my body being taken over by the presence of my own orgasm which was right behind.
“Yes!” I screamed as I came hard. My teeth even gnashed and bit into my lower lip just a little bit as I struggled to keep my composure. My grip was slipping against the slick wall of the shower and I felt myself starting to fall.
But suddenly, Ricky’s strong hands found me and held me in place as he continued to pummel me with his wicked hard erection producing the last of his manly juices and laying them down in my tight, wet, spring of lust.
Slowly, our bodies stopped contracting and we found a sweet peacefulness washing over us. He held me closely as he kissed the back of my neck and massaged my shoulders. The loud fan above us and the showering water over our bodies displaced the sound enough that talking was now too much effort.
Afterwards as we held each other under the water and actually showered each other, I kissed Ricky softly. We were having so much fun together that I never wanted it to end. I did not want to go back to the real world. I wanted to stay with Ricky all day and make love, hang out, watch some old movies, maybe order a pizza, and possibly go somewhere fun in the evening. It had been a while since I’d had a real pampered day in my life.
And I had a feeling that Ricky really needed it, too. But he had Zoe and he had to resume the role of father. His quick respite was over and it was time for him to actually get back to his real life, of which I was now a big part. I knew that. But why did I still feel the tiniest bit insecure? It was ridiculous. I was psyching myself out over nothing.
But why did it feel like something?
Chapter Fifteen
Ricky
What had I done?
The evening and the morning with Julie had been amazing. I couldn’t have imagined anything going more smoothly, or being more exciting than that. She was a phenomenal woman and I knew that I was falling very much in love with her. It was so damn fast, though. It was a whirlwind and I had never really experienced that sort of thing before. It was enough to freak me out and make me feel that I was not really in control of anything right now in my life. I was just going with the flow and I’d allowed my brain to shut off and switch gears for a bit. I did something fun and something that felt right. I had grown tired of overthinking things and now I was back in control of those thoughts and they were trying to drive me insane.
Amanda. I just kept hearing her name ringing in my head over and over again. Amanda. What would she say if she could talk to me right then? I knew that she would tell me she was happy that I was happy. But I wasn’t happy. I could have been and I wanted to be, but the guilt of doing this to my wife was too much to bear at times. I’d be ok and then a shockwave of this rampaging guilt would slam into me out of nowhere enough to take my head clean off my shoulders and give me the worst sense of fear and isolation that I’d ever imagined. And then it would be gone.
And I’d think about it. I would dwell on it until it happened again. As I drove toward Katy’s to pick up Zoe I felt like my heart was in shambles. I was so guilt ridden with the fact that I’d slept with another woman that I could hardly concentrate on the road and what was in front of me. It was ridiculous. My head kept zoning out every so often and I found myself wondering what would happen if I just told Julie that I’d made a mistake.
“You jerk,” I said out loud. There was no way I’d ever do that. I cared a lot about Julie. I loved that woman. And she’d admitted that she loved me. Plus she’d just given me the most precious gift a woman can give a m
an. So, I was not about to ruin that memory for her.
And it wasn’t what I wanted anyway. Amanda was gone. She was never coming back. I’ve never been particularly religious, so I wasn’t sure I believed that she was actually on some other kind of spiritual plane either. I did not know if I would ever see her again in any capacity and I believed that it most likely wouldn’t happen. She was gone. I still had a life to live. And I know she would want me to live that life. There was no reason in the world why I should have been feeling sorry for myself.
I’d found a woman who made me happy and whom I could make happy as well. I should have just settled on that.
I smiled to myself and took a few deep breaths as I pulled up in front of Katy’s place. When I went inside, she told me Zoe was playing a game with her kids up in their rooms. I started to call for Zoe, but Katy wanted to talk to me first. “So, how did last night go?”
I felt strange talking about this with her, but she seemed genuinely excited. Katy had been one of my biggest cheerleaders as far as getting myself back out there. She knew her sister better than anyone besides me, and she kept saying that Amanda would never want me to be unhappy or lonely.
“It went really well,” I said.
Katy smiled. “Nice. I’m glad to hear it. You deserve it.”
