AllFreeNovel
Share Us
“Thanks,” I said. “You know, Becky went out of her way to tell me just how good looking this guy is supposed to be.”
Tessa’s face perked up with a bright smile. “Ah, that sounds delicious,” she said. “You are going to make a move, right?”
I rolled my eyes. “No, I’m not going to make a move on my potential boss. That sounds to me like a really bad idea.”
“Hey, he might be the guy to take that pesky virginity from you. That’s something you need to let go of. Hell, you can probably sell that thing for millions.”
I laughed. “You are so warped in the head.”
“Tell me something I don’t already know.”
“Well, if you know that you are warped, then why aren’t you trying to do something about it?”
“I like it. That is really part of my sweet character.”
I giggled and gave her a big hug. “I love you, bitch.”
“Right back at you skank,” she replied. That was part of our little thing we did together. “But seriously, what are you waiting for with this virginity thing?”
“It’s not a thing,” I said. “I want it to be special and perfect the first time.”
“See, right away you are setting yourself up for a bad experience. The first time isn’t romantic or special for hardly anyone. It’s messy, it’s awkward, and it’s painful. That’s it. It isn’t anything to wait around with. Get that first time out of the way so you can move on with your life.”
“We will just have to agree to disagree on this. I’m fine and I will be ok with it. When it happens, it will happen. That’s all I can say about it.”
“Alright, suit yourself. But when it is over, you will be asking yourself why the hell you waited so long for it.”
I shook my head and went to take a shower. Tessa’s thoughts were with me though. I knew that she had a point, and I wished that I could let myself go enough to just break free of this, but there was something that was preventing it. I knew that one day I would meet the perfect guy that I wanted to lose my virginity to. The right man at the right time.
It would all line up eventually.
