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“What do you want?” he growled from the side of the room.
“Seth? What happened?” At first she didn’t see him. When she spotted his form squatting in a corner, she rushed toward him.
“Go away, Willow.” He turned away from her, showing her his back.
“What’s wrong, what’s going on?” Concern flooded her body. Reaching out, she moved forward until she was only a few feet shy of touching him. Moving slowly so she didn’t startle him, she continued to close the distance between them.
“Go away,” he screamed, still in the corner.
“No. Let me help you…” Before she could say another word he was standing. He moved forward, pushing her back against the wall.
“You want to help me? Leave. Me. Alone. Walk away while you still can, before I forget that I’m not the monster all those stories claim I am.” He leaned in close to her neck and took a deep breath. “Gods, you smell so sweet.” He growled again
“Seth…” Willow stroked his cheek gently.
“Don’t touch me.” He pulled away as if her touch were painful. As though she had burned him. He flew to the other side of the room almost faster than her gaze could follow. “Say what you came to say then leave me alone.”
Willow was stunned. This man was different from the gentle lover she had known, different from the sad man she had seen less than a week before. “What happened to you?”
Seth was practically shaking with need. He needed to feel her wrapped around him, needed to taste her beneath his lips, needed her blood to finally ease the beast roaring in pain and hunger within him.
But more than anything he needed her to leave. He would not allow her to become a sacrificial lamb, to be around him because she pitied him. And he wasn’t sure how much longer he could keep his growing hunger at bay. And by the old gods, I will not hurt her like that. He could smell her skin, the lotion she used. It only served to make him hungrier. He knew, as he was now, he could never be gentle with her.
“You happened,” he snapped. It was better to hurt her feelings than risk her life, her chance at happiness.
“Me?”
“Yes, you. You walked into my life and turned everything upside down. I was hoping that I would never have to see you again after you left the last time, but I can see I have to be blunt. Leave. Don’t come back. You should have taken the hint when my managers refused to help you.” He forced a nasty laugh out of his mouth, ignoring the bad taste it left. “What, you thought I didn’t know about that? I knew. I knew you wanted to see me, but I didn’t want to see you. But you just wouldn’t take the hint. Now I’m telling you to leave me alone. Do not try to come up to my apartment again. Don’t try to call me. Don’t try to contact me in any way.”
“Seth…” The sadness in her voice was ripping him apart bit by bit. It was somehow worse than the hunger.
“Leave,” he roared. Please, he begged the gods, please let her leave. I don’t know how much longer I can be strong and do what’s right.
Without another word she turned and walked out of the room.
Alone with his anger and hunger once more, Seth slid down the wall to the floor. His only chance for happiness had just walked out of his life for the third, and hopefully final, time.
He cradled his head and tried to block out the faint traces of her scent that even now lingered in the room, teasing him.
Chapter Eleven
Willow pushed the button and waited for the elevator to arrive.
He doesn’t want me… Her heart shattered. After all that, he doesn’t want me.
She was stunned. Never once had she believed he would dismiss her like that. She could almost hear violin music playing inside her head as she threw herself a pity party.
Snap out of it, an angry voice inside her said roughly. After everything you went through to get here, to be able to talk to him and tell him what you want, you’re just going to walk away without saying a word? Grow a backbone! You don’t deserve to be happy if you won’t stand up for yourself!
And now you have your answer, don’t you? It’s good to finally know that you really were just going to be with him out of obligation, the voice taunted. We should be grateful; he saved you from one giant mistake.
No, she screamed back. I’m not here because of any obligation. I went through all that trouble because I wanted, needed, to see him again.
Yeah, right, and when did the sky turn green? If you were serious about it, about him, you would not have just walked out again. You fight for things you want, you don’t turn around and just stroll away from them. Never once have you walked away from something you truly wanted.
Stop it. He doesn’t want me here. A tear ran down her cheek.
So what? I guess it is easier to take; to simply walk away and not risk having your feelings be trampled on than to actually fight for him.
