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1. Normani Davidson
2. Billionaire ‘Billion’ Knox
3. Monterius Jordan
4. Normani Davidson
5. Denim McCloud
6. Sidnesha Banks
7. Billionaire ‘Billion’ Knox
8. Twinkle Brooks
9. Normani Davidson
10. Reggie Wilson
11. Billionaire ‘Billion’ Knox
12. Twinkle Brooks
13. Sidnesha Banks
14. Normani Davidson
15. Billionaire ‘Billion’ Knox
16. Normani Knox
17. Monterius Jordan
18. Pastor Davidson
“Wow. Wow. Wow. Oh, my God. I can’t believe I just did that. Wow!” I just kept saying the same three things aloud as I drove out of the parking lot.
I was so shocked by my actions, but not really in a bad way because five minutes ago, Billionaire did something to my body that made me feel better than I’ve ever felt in my life. For the last couple of months, I had been going to sleep at night, craving this man. I had sexual thoughts about him that I had to ask forgiveness for every day because I knew the things I was thinking were unacceptable. If I kept thinking like I was, I would pretty soon dive right into temptation and have sex with him.
Tonight was temptation for me. I just remember the intensity of our kisses. It was the way he touched me tonight mixed with how he was looking at me. Plus, I was extra vulnerable at the time because I’d just finished crying after letting both of his baby mothers get under my skin. Denim got to me the most, though.
Billionaire had a way of calming me down, which spoke volumes because I knew how stubborn I could be, especially once I had my mind made up about something. When I left the party tonight and was speed walking to my car, it was like I’d already made up my mind and swore that whatever Billionaire and I were building was done. I just wanted out.
I had been bullied since I was in elementary school. Because I was so skinny, and people thought I was weird looking because I had this rich, chocolate skin and gray eyes that few people had, I was constantly picked on. The bullying occurred until I got into high school. I brought this up to basically show that when someone said something that I didn’t like or agree with, I knew how to handle myself. However, Sidnesha nor Denim put an ounce of fear in my heart because, for one, what took place in that bathroom just made them seem like mean girls. It also showed that they were bothered by my very existence.
I didn’t run off because they scared me; I ran off because I really liked Billionaire, but I would not put up with disrespect from his children’s mothers. I’m telling you, my mind was made up in that parking lot. I was an emotional wreck, crying because I liked him, but I knew that I had to listen to my heart and realize the toxicity that would enter into my life if I kept pursuing him.
That was the original plan before Billionaire came outside, demanding to know what was wrong with me. It was the plan before he lifted me in his arms and kissed me. The plan before he got on his knees and asked if he could eat me. I didn’t know that much about sex because I had experienced nothing. Don’t get me wrong, I knew how the female body worked and things like that, but sex had always been something that I would live vicariously through female actresses in the romance movies I loved to watch in my free time. I was smart enough to know that no real sex happened in the middle of filming a movie or a show. However, even still, I always just thought that the feelings of ecstasy, the euphoria, and the moaning behind all it was just fake.
