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“Not like you.”
“Yeah, you’re right—I’m pretty awesome.” I smile. “But just remember what I told you—don’t be idiots. You remember that, and you’ll be okay.”
“You’re gonna forget about us. Go off to California and coach some other kids.” DJ frowns. “Dicks.”
They all pout and give me the sad puppy dog eyes.
And I admit it—they get to me.
“I’m gonna come home to visit. DJ—I’m gonna still be checking out the games, and if you guys aren’t kicking ass and taking names, you’re gonna hear about it.”
Still not good enough.
So I cave, and offer to do something I swore I never would.
“All right . . . I’ll join Facebook. You guys can all friend me.”
Nancy bites her lip and laughs.
“Coach Daniels . . . no one’s on Facebook anymore, except our parents.” She shakes her head. “Old people are so cute.”
~ ~ ~
Callie
“Hey, Cal!”
I stand in the bedroom near the open window with the warm, June breeze wafting in from the lake—watching a flock of geese land on the sun-scattered jewels of the water. The last few weeks have been busy—there’s been so much to do. I turn and look around Garrett’s bedroom. It’s almost completely packed up. The top of the dresser is empty and the walls are bare, a tree-high pile of boxes stacked neatly in the corner.
And it makes me . . . sad.
I don’t understand it. There was so much joy the night Garrett told me he was moving to San Diego with me. But the next day, and every day since, it feels like I’m walking around with a heavy gray blanket covering me. Every movement feels weighted and hard.
“Callie!” Garrett calls me again from downstairs in the kitchen.
My footsteps are sluggish as I walk down to him, and I chalk it all up to the packing and busy days—they’ve tired me out.
Garrett stands in front of the open cabinet doors. Those gorgeous muscles in his arms flex tight beneath his short-sleeved Lakeside Lions T-shirt as he reaches up, taking plates down from the shelves. He wraps them in newspaper, with those strong, graceful hands.
And something trips . . . tugs in my chest . . . as I watch him put them in the box.
Garrett catches the look on my face.
“Hey—you okay?”
“Yeah.” I smile—but I have to force it. “What’s up?”
“We need more boxes. I was going to make a run to Brewster’s Pharmacy and grab some.”
Woody’s big furry paws pad into the room, smelling my shoes.
“I’ll go. I’ll take Woody for a walk.”
Garrett leans over and kisses me. “Okay.”
I grab Woody’s leash and load him into Garrett’s Jeep, and drive over to Main Street, parking a few blocks from Brewster’s.
I walk Woody up the street and down the blocks, passing The Bagel Shop and Zinke Jewelers, that old haunted house on Miller Street, Mr. Martinez’s furniture store and Baygrove Park. They’re rebuilding after the fire—with newly planted trees and landscaping, and a big, bright, colorful swing set. I pass Julie Shriver, pushing her daughter in a stroller—she gave Miss McCarthy notice that she’s not coming back to teach at the high school and has gone the way of my sister into full-time, stay-at-home motherhood.
Simone Porchesky’s little brother rides past me on his bike, calling, “Hi, Miss Carpenter!”
“Hi,” I call back.
But still, that sadness, the melancholy fills my chest like heavy sand.
By the time I walk back up Main Street, two hours have passed. I look to the left and see Ollie Munson, sitting in his chair on the lawn, waving to cars as they go by. Woody sticks his black puppy nose against Ollie’s sneaker and he pats his head.
I move closer. “Hey, Ollie.”
He smiles, but doesn’t make eye contact.
“Do you think . . . would it be okay if I sat here with you for a while?”
He nods. And I sit down next to his chair on the grass. The muscles in my legs loosen and relax now that I’m off my feet. For a few minutes I gaze around and see the world the way Ollie sees it.
And I get it—I get how this can be fulfilling for him. Because Lakeside is a pretty interesting place to watch—its own little universe of people, woven into each other’s lives, all different but still the same. I hear Garrett’s words in my head—something he said to me once—in that steady, confident voice.
Growth is painful; change is hard.
And life-changing decisions are scary. It’s easier to cling to the path that’s already there. To the plan we know and have already pictured for ourselves.
But sitting here on the grass next to Ollie, looking as this little town that I know so well hums and buzzes around us—I don’t feel scared. I feel safe. Welcome. I feel known and cared about. I feel like I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be. I think about my students—Michael, who’s so smart and kind, and Layla, who’s like a butterfly—just starting to come out of her cocoon. I think about Simone, whose hard exterior protects so much sweetness inside, and . . . David. My stomach shifts and emotions swirl around in my chest like a hurricane.
