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I didn’t even have time to think about the fact that his dick was out and standing at attention between us before his mouth was back on mine. His kiss was softer this time. Sweeter. A reminder that this was happening becauseIwanted it to, not because he was forcing it.
Before I could psych myself out of touching him, I reached down between us and wrapped my hand around him. I was surprised by how soft his skin was, a complete contrast to the stiffness I felt between my fingers, which just barely met at the tips around his girth. Tentatively, I started to stroke my hand up and down his length, and his soft gasps and the way his fingers slightly dug into my shoulder told me I was doing something right.
“God, Ky,” he breathed against my lips.
I stroked a little faster, squeezing tighter, and he let out a quiet moan as he tilted my chin up and kissed me again, tightening his arms around me. He started to buck his hips in time with my strokes, and I picked my pace up again. I felt moisture beading up at the tip, and I swiped at it with my thumb, using it as lubrication as I worked him faster, taking cues from his moans and gasps.
“Ky,” he groaned quietly, his voice an octave lower than normal. “I’m close, baby.”
I couldn’t help the smile that crept across my face at the knowledge that he sounded that way because of me. And knowing that I was able to make him feel even half as amazing as he’d made me feel, even though I’d never done anything like this before, made my heart swell.
Was this why he loved making me feel good? Did he get the same high out of it that this was giving me?
Once again, I sped up my movements, squeezing a little more, and Ian’s breaths started to come in shallow pants as his hand tightened on my shoulder. Within less than a minute, he was groaning my name as the thick, warm liquid spurted out onto my hand and the sheet. I gave him a few more strokes, making sure I saw him through to the end, and only when he started to roll away did I let go.
And that was when I realized that I should have gotten a towel or something for cleanup before I’d started this. Left with no other options, I grabbed my t-shirt off the floor and cleaned off my hand, then quickly wiped up as much of the mess from my sheets as I could before he took it from me so he could clean himself off.
Ian made quick work of the cleanup, even getting a little more off the sheet than I’d managed to, then tugged his pants back up and pulled me back into his arms, kissing me fiercely. I smiled against his lips as I parted mine, letting my tongue snake out to massage his.
My head was going at a million miles an hour, but I wasn’t even a little bit confused about what we’d just done, and I didn’t regret it for a second.
In fact, for the first time in my life, I actually felt somewhat normal. Like maybe Ian and I had a shot at having a healthy sexual relationship. I hadn’t had a single panic attack or flashback this time. I’d been completely caught up in the moment, and all I’d been able to think about was him. Just like it should have been.
“Was that…was it okay?” I asked tentatively when he let me talk.
His lips found mine again. “It was amazing, Ky.Youwere amazing.” He gave me another kiss. “Te quiero, bebé.”
“Te quiero también,” I mumbled as my cheeks heated. “Por siempre.”
