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‘I won’t be back,’ she says, her eyes holding mine. ‘I’m going that way.’ She points towards the sea. ‘This is a one-way trip.’
Don’t go.
‘Because this is your dream,’ I prompt, smiling when my body feels strangely discombobulated.
‘Yeah.’ Her own smile is somewhat watery. ‘I have to do this.’
And I’d be a fucking A-grade ass not to see that.
I bend down and kiss her forehead and hold her like that, close to me, my mouth to her, the moon behind us, the future before us—separate futures, separate lives.
‘Stay here.’ The words catch me completely by surprise. ‘Until you leave.’
She jerks back from me, her eyes lifting to mine. ‘What?’
‘Two nights.’ I shrug with every appearance of no
nchalance. ‘Why not? I’m doing case prep during the day; you can have the place to yourself. And at night...’
Her smile lights up her face and I see relief because I’ve brought it back to sex, and that’s what this is about for her. It’s all it can be. ‘And at night?’ she teases, running her hands around to cup my ass.
At night I’ll make her mine again and again, fucking her, loving her, making a million memories.
She pulls back in my arms, looking up at me for a moment, and then she drops down, kissing my chest, and lower, until her mouth takes my cock deep inside and I groan because I love her so much, and I fucking love this.
‘Millie...’ I have no idea what I want to say.
‘Don’t.’ She pulls away from me just long enough to meet my eyes. ‘Don’t stop me. Don’t stop this.’
Fuck. Her fingers hold my thighs as she moves her mouth up and down my length, and then her hand curves over the base of my dick, squeezing me as her tongue rolls my tip. I am beyond lost.
She moves faster and I can’t think about love any more, I can’t think about the future, about her leaving. I can’t think about anything. I stand there, just me and the night and this beautiful woman, her mouth possessing me, her tongue encircling me, and then my balls are tingling and I know I’m seconds away from coming.
‘Millie, you have to stop,’ I grunt, but she doesn’t. Instead, she pushes her mouth all the way so the tip of my cock hitches against her throat. My hands tangle in her hair. Her mouth is warm and so wet, her tongue rolling around me and I lose it. I lose control, I lose every vestige of willpower. I spill into her mouth with a guttural cry, the intensity of my orgasm ripping me apart, and the knowledge that I love her, that I am in love with this woman, almost dropping me to my knees.
She’s going in two nights, but I don’t think I can let her out of my sight between now and then.
‘Stay with me,’ I murmur, my hands running through her hair. ‘Until your flight.’
She pulls back but stays where she is, level to my cock. Her eyes travel the length of my body and something inside me jerks, twists, strangles. I’m conscious of every breath.
‘I can’t.’
‘Why not?’
‘That’s not what this is.’
My heart pounds.
‘I think that’s exactly what this is.’
‘No.’ She stands, her smile not quite reaching her eyes. ‘This has already got away from us.’ When she speaks, it’s with clinical detachment. It’s easy to imagine her as a doctor, someone who has to deliver bad news. ‘It was meant to be one night. A quick fuck. Me losing my virginity. And while everything else has been...amazing...and it has been, Michael... I will always be grateful to you for the last few weeks...’
‘Grateful?’ I see red. My temper spikes and my breath is loud, but I stand rigidly still. ‘You’re grateful to me?’
She doesn’t react visibly. ‘Yes. You’ve made this whole thing so incredibly special, and I’ll never forget you. But you know how I feel about this. About boundaries and parameters and how necessary they are.’
‘You’re here for two more days, Millie. I’m not asking you to move in with me, or marry me. I’m just asking you to be...here.’
